Roars.

What;'s next?

2011-09-22T18:05:00.000-07:00

I hope I still have some readers will visit my blog occasionally. If there's no one, it's okay. I just feel like talking to my blog. (cry under the blanket) HAHAH I'm blogging in the morning while my friend is still sleeping soundly beside me.
View from the room. I smell grass. I hear toad singing every night -.-
The fountain. I think its a perfect pop quiz place (Just place you in the middle of fountain, you will get wet if answered wrongly. LOL)

Okay here goes my first week, which is the induction week in UNMC. We sat in the hall for half day long to listen the talk by CEO, people from IT and library, dean etc etc. *Butt ache!* I found out that the uni people are so aggressive -.- Maybe I'm a shy person and still not to used it. I will socialize more I swear. The uni is quite big, new and...there're some dog and frogs OKAY I KNOW THATS VERY RANDOM. Arrived in the hostel a few days ago but still havent meet my roommate yet. Thus I have to be an illegal immigrant (switched to my friend's room for couple of nights HEHE)

I have turned on my study mode once I received the information folder. Semester timetable, exam timetable, course assignment, exam timetable blah blah blah. I have only 2 to 3 hours of class per day in average, means there's A LOT of own reading to do during free time (yeah expected earlier. But I didnt expect that I have so few classes only)

Now I sit at the balcony and look the the windows opposite us in the morning. (Like an old lady HAHA)

So there's no more holiday. No more lepak. No more pps (I can't watch pps in hostel! Kill me kill me!) No more shaking legs at home. FML

I went...

2011-09-09T05:40:00.000-07:00

The view of the city. So..compared to KL, its way MUCH congested -.- The buildings look like legos. HAHA
There are mountains..after mountains..after mountains. LOL
The resort we lived in only for ONE night :( I swear I heard frog singing outside our room at night.
The temple. This is where I got poisonous mosquito bites. DAMN
Going to an unknown island. HAHA

Hi I think I'm in Switzerland now :D
We had to avoid stepping on the shits all the way go down the village. The shits look like bullets.

The famous fried chicken in night market. It's crispy, non-oily, juicy...you cant stop after the first bite.

Oh Ah Jian. I think we had this dish the most in our trip -.- But it's nicer than Pulau ketam HAHA
Chao Taufuuuu. But It's not chao at all HAHA

The original snowflake! I love the yam balls.

Where was I?

Okay should I reveal the answer? Should not? HAHAHA

Ching! Taiwan!

I love their MRT and transport system. It's so convenient compared to our lau yah lrt and always-not-on-time buses. Taipei city is so packed, it's like everywhere, every corner is crowded with people.

I love the night markets. They're really creative in promoting and innovative in improvising their food. Just like a normal waffle can turned out to be crispy, sweet waffle biscuit in cute cartoon shapes. I miss the waffle T_T

Lastly, how can I NOT to love their cheap clothes. HAHAHAHA I think I can spend one whole day for shopping at Xi Men Ding <3

Can you believe Im actually going to start my degree within 2 weeks time?!?!

Finally. Really. Finally. Finally. Finally. OH MY GOD. After 8 months of waiting. Damn. Just now I watched somebody listing his 10 things to do in university. I think I have to think about mine too! :D

I think my next post will be my life in university. The place in middle of nowhere.......

Way escape to the Crab Island

2011-08-12T05:49:00.000-07:00

Time to post about the journey to the Crab Island. For those who don't want/don't know to drive, it's a perfect getaway place for you as you can get there by lrt - ktm - ferry. After around 2 hours journey, taaadaaa THERE YOU ARE!

YEAY!

This time I chose to use this super-emo effect. The photos look so sorrowful, aren't they?

In total we had two lunches on that afternoon. Raining cats and dogs in the early afternoon so we had to take early lunch. After awhile, it started to drizzle we had to eat another around HAHAHA! Luckily the sun showed up his bright face in the afternoon. We didn't sweat a lot surprisingly. It's not hot, but warm instead.

We enjoyed cycling around the island (ok in fact only me and yiting -.- the two woman don't know how to ride bicycle properly) HAHA But even for us who know how to ride would face problems cycling around the village -.- The narrow roads only allow for one bicycle at one time and if you can't balance yourself you will fall into the rubbish dump (The villagers throw all the rubbish under their houses, which is the sea :C ) I had a few photos of how 'clean' the sea is, but I chose not to post up here, just in case some had just finished eating LOL*

I hope they would work better on it, by advising not to throw any rubbish into the sea anymore -.- I saw the rats are so huge oh my god.

Photo Credit to YiTing :) For the jump shoots! I think the villagers thought why the girls were so damn crazy -.- Even when cycling we shouted because most of the time we lose our balance and almost have bicycle accident with the villagers. HAHA

Oh yeah after that we had our dinner at Wai Sek Gai. My first time being there and I.........love the prawn crackers and sotong bakar. Nooooooooooooom!

But I cannot accept this -__________________________________-

IT'S STILL RAW OMFG.

30 Hour Feh-Min

2011-08-09T05:22:00.000-07:00

HALO. ALOHA. ANN YEONG.

Again! I joined in 30 hour famine this year as countdown event volunteer, but not a participant this time :) The 30 hours fasting experience last year still vividly stayed in my mind, stored in my brain *LOL* . Initially I didn't wanna do my 30 hours fasting, *I afraid that I would faint as I was doing my volunteering as well* And volunteers can choose not to fast in the first day.

But after that I felt so guilty of not doing it like others.*laugh out loud* Finally I committed. I did my 23 hours of fasting anyway. HAHAHAHAAH! Next year, I will definitely come back for 30 hours okay!

And I'm so happy to see there're more and MORE friends joining in this event this time.

This year, we had giant hand palms! Showed off with two giant hand palms here. *grinsssss*

Fellow lovely friends! Photo credit to Minyeen :D

These were the food I was thinking during fasting -.- Noooooooooooooooooom!

Before.After. SPOT THE OBVIOUS DIFFERENCE! Oh my god. The crowd was more huge than last year :D
I CANT STOP SHAKING MY BODY WHEN IT'S HOU REN TURN. HAAHA
And ah niu etc etc etc! So fun watching them live performance. Lovely.

The day before countdown. Attended volunteer training. Did some briefing about our roles. 700 volunteers in total. Coool huh? And we can watch the concert rehearsal. But too bad, I went home!
Enquiry booth :) Where's the toilet, where's the seating, where's the entrance, how can I go here etc etc

The hand print we did during pre-count down events. I managed to print it on top of the paper. HAHAHAH!

Keelin printed hers on my shirt :/ And I did the same on her shirt too. Crazy women!
*cravesssss* I saw lots of people staring at them when counting down. They're like the food from heaven. HAHA Heavenly delicious. We volunteers got the food first, so the participants were looking at us hungrily.

The event had ended. What should we suppose to do next? What's the most important message they bring to us? Many people has asked me that why we're doing this fasting. Does it help the children? The answer is yes. The event has raised lots attention from public, and they would know more about what's happening around us. Poverty is happening everywhere.

I feel like I'm the world vision ambassador now. LMAO! Btw are you ready to sponsor a child? :)

Sky full of lighters

2011-08-02T22:48:00.000-07:00

Oh me geez. Opps I think my blog is abandoned for a month. Sorry, I've been addicted to twitter lately. On twitter is easy as ABC with my phone on my hand :)
Currently I'm trying to make full use of my last ~~2 months~~ 1 month holiday at home.
Time flies. I still remember that I kept complaining about my work, holiday and etc etc last few months. And now, today, this month is my last month wtffffff .

How lucky I got myself to experience two jobs. These two jobs had impacted insignificantly on my perspective of this world. Thanks bosses. *Although sometimes I dislike you though....* Shhhhhhh But still I miss you children. *Although you have forgotten me after only a few weeks! It hurts!*

Nah. Look at me again and I gonna bite you! Nom nom,

Soon I'm entering the age of..... *ouch, DONT EVEN MENTION THE AGE* and new degree in new university and staying in a hostel which leads me to my brand new..........life. Bloody shit shit shit shit shit shit!

Some friends are going oversea to study. Aw. Jealous. Envy. But still, the thought of studying in oversea without any experience living myself and.....especially sitting in airplane for freaking long hours for god sake are so terrifying! *Close friends know why* Giving my goosebumps. OH NO FORGET BOUT THE PLANE I CAN SMELL THE PLANE NOW SHIT.

This weekend is 30 hour famine again! :D But this time, I would be joining the event as a volunteer. Wish me luck that I wouldn't faint :D *laugh*

Mossssssssssssssssssssss

2011-07-09T05:37:00.000-07:00

Yes again. I 'fired' my boss. HAHA!

I feel like one month isn't enough for me to revise the whole thing since I have been working for half year and sort of neglecting my psycho stuff. Seriously, I think I 'kindly' returned it to my lecturer LOL The things just can't stay in my brain long enough :'(

In these half year, I realized that I'm really unprepared to enter the working world. There are lots stuff I have to learn...and improve. Especially when you have an emotional boss...and you should be very alert what you are doing and..........talking. You never know when you will get the 'boom' from her. Laugh out loud!

Put these unhappy stuff aside! I feel like I'm more close with the kids in my previous workplace :'( Maybe because of it's a daycare centre and we have to look after them for 10 hours. There's a tip that I learnt in these few months: How to stop a crying child. LOL Nahhh usually they would throw temper if they don't get their way, just be firm and strict. Look into their eyes and say NO. Eventually normal kids would stop crying, but of course it might not work on some other kids. It's just effective for 85% only HAHA And another fact is kids like to crap, SERIOUSLY! So it's better don't crap with them too much when you have something more serious to do! If not they would keep asking..asking to continue the story HAHAHAHAAHAH.

Okay cut off. By the way, I'm not interested in the study of childcare education, don't ask me about that again! HAHA!

Nowadays don't feel like blogging. Maybe my next blog will be about my degree life. 2 month later!!!!!!! :)))

Actually I am quite worry about my hostel life. Will I have nice friends? Can I catch up with the syllabus? Can I sleep at night? Arghhhh I hate the uncertainties!

I am going to ask my ex-boss a permanent part time position. What if they already have enough hands? :'(

2011-06-12T00:04:00.000-07:00

自我催眠的最高境界是可以到达什么程度？

那就是不喜欢的变喜欢，喜欢的变更喜欢。
对自己说的谎言，都可以变真实。对自己讨厌的人，通通都变成自己的宝贝。

然后别人就会说你。。虚伪。

What's Beautiful?

2011-06-11T23:57:00.000-07:00

Skinny?
Big eyes?
Small face?
Long legs?

Is it something like this?

Just a joke! Cheer!

Be grateful what you have. Treat tomorrow as a bonus day for today.

Oh no I have a small tummy now -.- wtf!

3 months to go?

2011-05-20T19:42:00.001-07:00

I count down everyday. LOL it's hard to pass 9 months. I didn't touch textbooks for 5 months. I didn't sit for exams for 5 months. 5 months..Oh gosh!

My current work is so damn different from the previous one.
Now I can pay many visits to toilet a day. Well okay that's not the main point.
I have so much freedom.....until I feel a little boring there.
Maybe I get used to the hectic life due to my previous work, so now I feel uneasy. HAHA
Most of the time I sit in front of the computer to prepare some presentations for teachers, data entry and research. Sometimes when the teacher is busy she would ask me to babysit the kids. The kids here are so pampered -.- Sometimes I feel like ask them to do some toilet cleaning HAHA Kidding!

And there's a kid who diagnosed with autism. Unlike the other autism kids, he's quite normal. Normal speech and normal movements. I found no sign of autism but sometimes he's hyperactive and kinda uncontrolled. Maybe that's part of problem.

There's one more thing I wanna do before my degree starts. Volunteering.

And I'm still waiting for their email :)

Sometimes I just cannot accept the fact that we are already 19 -.- Next year 20 OMFG

Note to mum and dad

2011-05-07T20:11:00.000-07:00

Sorry for lying to you SOMETIMES
(for not making you worry so much about me in some circumstances, I'm trying to lower your blood pressure!)
Sorry for not helping you doing house chores always
(You always say that I'm so slow, so rather do it yourself -.- But I know you're trying to avoid my sensitive hands from contacting those detergents :'( )
Sorry for being a mischievous child in old days
Sorry for talking loudly to you SOMETIMES (And you will talk more loud than me -.- )
Sorry for not listening to your advices.
Sorry for my impatience with you while you nag..nag..nag..nag and NAG.

And lastly THANK YOU for bringing me to this amazing world.
You both are amazing open-minded parents that support everything we do!
Although you don't like it sometimes, but we still receive the 100% support from you!
Mum you're so caring and cute! Dad you're so responsible and lame (sometimes) HAHA

These are the words that I can't tell you in person. But I will show you my improvements.
I'm not the crying baby anymore.
I admit that I will be very sensitive when comes to the family issue. Sensitive in a way that I would cry sometimes if they bully or criticize me HAHA.

Yeah don't worry about me too much. Maybe my behavior at home make you think that I'm very childish LOL
But if I fall, I can get up my own. I learn when I explore by myself.

I will always be the mummy and daddy girl! :D

I promise I will take care of you. Even after marriage.
If my future hubby treats you rudely or send you to old folk home, trust me, I will definitely send him a kick and a divorce agreement. I really mean it :)

You again!

2011-05-07T00:04:00.000-07:00

Gah. I found out that I didn't post up my picture for quite awhile HAHA Never mind. If you feel uncomfortable with my picture, just FASTER scroll it down. HAHA I wonder what's wrong with my hand LOL maybe I see Jung infront of me and wanna say out OPPA! LOL HAHAHAHHA

Luckily I didn't call off the gathering. I was so frustrated because of the time and peoples.
But I just' can't call off right since I'm the one who created the event and she's leaving soon.
Finally, it turned out to be so fun, so lame and SO NOISY. HAHA
Yeah Girls are noisy. You're considered unlucky if you meet a bunch of girls in a restaurant.
There'll be a disaster ! HAHAHA

It's great to have you girls around.
Yeah I feel like i'm back to the time when we're wearing blue pinafore ( of course ugly green for some of us -.- ) and having scout march under a hot sun ( Gosh, I dislike the sun now! So freaking burning hot! ) So damn miss the moments!

Form 5 was already TWO YEARS ago thingy! TWO YEARS. Oh my god the kid in my centre haven't born yet! We're old................... :(

You again
When will be our next time meeting out like this?
Hmm one of our wedding party perhaps? HAA

I don't always pose like this, do I? :)

Bang bang.

2011-04-26T23:35:00.000-07:00

What?

I'm here to blog because I want to see how nicely my post appear in my new blog theme. HAHAHA And the picture above has no relation with my post at all. It's just simply...funny. Look at how many question marks he has and his superb confusing look HAHA

Recently I traveled a lot with my mom to find some good food, which I found in those food blogs. I would say, some are really nice but some just so-so, not as good as they wrote in the reviews. I wonder did they pay the bloggers to write reviews to promote their restaurants ? -.- I think I can drive myself in near future I would probably discover all good food in kl. How can you resist good food, like a hot guy standing in front you posing like a sexy model :S

Macarooooooooooooooooooons! I just know there's such a cute thing called macaroon from my colleague -.- But I haven't try it out YET. Booooooooooooooooo! Gonna pay a visit to levain next time. Oh oh did I tell you there's such a nice bakery shop in Imbi? Yes. All the breads and pastries are fresh from oven everyday! :D You can have high tea with friends at the elegant, English style boulangerie in a lazy afternoon.

Okay cut it off. I'm going to start off my new job next Tuesday! Oh my. So not in working mood now, so freaking miss my study life.

嘿嘿

2011-04-23T06:14:00.000-07:00

我又要开始做工咯。做打杂的。哈哈

在家里待了一个月，又要重拾心情了。虽然工钱没有以前那么高，但是还过得去。还想怎样哦你，都还没毕业就想要拿ceo的钱吗?

最近一直想起以前中学发生的事。
form 4 和form 5 的时候，很多都有自己的gang了。
可以倾述心事的朋友，真的没有几个。
而以前的我，也不是很喜欢跟别人讲自己的事那种人。
自己的事情，就要自己解决。（但是，自己解决的结果也不是很好。哈哈哈）
但是我不知道最近我特别爱跟别人讲自己的东西，是太闷了吗-.-
令我最想念的，还是form 1 至form 3 那段一大班女生吵闹的日子。

我发觉到一些东西，我看到凡是关于狮子座的，都离不开这个keyword= 爱面子
在这里，我很想为一些狮子座的女生平凡。不是每个都爱面子爱到死的好不好-。-
平常人也爱面子啊。

最近的我，特别爱活在过去。是时候醒醒了。

四个月。 ")

I hate this love song. Another dry post I KNOW

2011-04-16T22:17:00.000-07:00

You know, this is my first time repeating the same song for over 5 times. LOL I hate this love song! Love the intro part by T.O.P. Uhmm uhmm so macho. HAHA

And Im bored to the max now after quitting my job -.- Shouldn't throw in my letter and leave the centre so yeng. LOL HAHA Okay fine, if nobody wants me I think I will roll back to the centre as a part-timer. I hope they will welcome me back with open arms, and shout,'' You're back, my teacher''. Or........ well, another option is to join volunteering services. I am thinking this quite a long time. There's a few intakes in June, but I still hesitating...there's a huge possibility that I will be thrown to ulu place for training. HAHA Maybe it's the time to be independent before I leave to Semenyih. Time waits for nobody, so just go ahead if you want to try something out before it's too late.

I miss my fringe -.-

Ex-kiu-me!

2011-04-09T18:20:00.001-07:00

When I taught them to pronounce Excuse me, eventually it turned out to be Ex-Kiu-Me. HAHAHA
When I asked what's apple in english ( I taught in chinese, FYI), they said PING GUO! LOL
When I said which fingers you want to give me to feed the fishes in the aquarium, she cried. HAHA
When I scolded him for not sleeping, he actually said, " MY FATHER WILL FIND YOU!" Oh god.

I can say, it's hard to live in the first month. The kid's don't really know me, and I don't familiar with them either! But now, they're so happy to see me in their class, because I don't beat/pinch/hit children. So my class would be the most noisy in the centre because they're always under control -.- 9 mouths are happily talking their stories at home to me, I can say it's a disaster for my cute ears. LOL

Btw I left. I left without any acknowledgment. None of the children know. They wouldn't able to see me for the next day. I don't hope to create any chaos ( as if Im the super star HAHA ) and not to affect them as well. I'm just a passer-by in their life, perhaps after a several months they would forget me :) They taught me lots of things, and I always talked to them in adult way, cause they're so mature! In fact, they're just 3-12 years old kids.

And it's a sad thing to know that, there're a few children come from a broken family. Sigh. the parent always scares that the another half will come and grab the child from the centre, so we have to keep an eye when dismissing the kids. See, the adults create trouble again.

P/s. I will miss you all .

When looking at them, I feel like having a bunch of kids my own. OMG.

Give me a hug please. :D

2011-03-25T05:57:00.001-07:00

Oh? There's no comment click in my blog. So soooorrryy I don't really know that until I viewed my own blog just now. Never mind, what ever you want to comment about my blog posts, you can just leave me a message on facebook. HAHA

今天，我的学生在睡梦中被恶梦吓醒了，并哭得很大声。曾经何时，我们也不是被自己的恶梦吓醒，结果惊醒了父母，然后由他们半哄半骗下再继续入睡。又有多少次，我们因为贪睡而被父母吵醒，结果闹脾气号啕大哭。想不到，今天轮到我运用这种哄骗伎俩，半哄半骗之下才停止哭声。突然间觉得时间飞逝，以前的我们，跟现在的我们比起来，显得非常单纯。我们不得不成长，以前习惯被别人照顾，现在由于我的工作需要，不得不学习照顾小的，不能总是让学生觉得自己的思想跟他们一样的吧-。-

由于我是家中老小，很少会去抱小孩子的。刚刚学抱的时候，真的鸡手鸭脚，弄得他们很不舒服。还好，今天有个学生被吵醒而哭了，我走上前去抱他，竟然不哭了耶。把小孩抱在身上的感觉，很实在，我感觉到我好像变得很妈妈，很爱乱乱抱人，想把他们全部抱紧紧的，哈哈哈哈。感觉很舒服，好像在抱着一大团毛巾这样。真的想不通为什么会有虐童狂，那么可爱的小孩，怎么忍心下手。

拥抱，不许任何语言，永远是给失落人最实在的安慰和鼓励。

也是发生在今天。不知道是谁弄翻了维他命，结果有个同学没能吃。在查出谁是元凶的时候，由于当场只有3个学生，我第一句话就质问平常最顽皮的学生，结果后来发现原来是站在他隔壁的女学生。为什么我会有这样的偏见？原来，那刻的我的眼睛被偏见所蒙骗了，只知道顽皮的学生才会做出那种事。我，很惭愧。

偏见，使我们看不可见事情另一端的事实。

Somebody to love

2011-03-22T05:52:00.000-07:00

Crapping moment.

Got irritated by those so called BLOGWALKERS, who actually are those chat-box spammers. Polluted my chatbox, so I decided to delete it. YAY!

Met a new colleague today. Same secondary school, same primary school, and living at the same area! HA But I don't really recognize know who she is,or even exists in my memory HAHA , as she's a year elder than me. HE Im still the youngest teacher in the centre :)

Ching chiang. To clear off your confusion, Im going to study psychology at nottingham Malaysia campus on SEPTEMBER.Yes I love Malaysia HAHAHAHAHA Btw my jaw dropped as I saw the tuition fee. Okay I would say everything has its own value -.- SCHOLARSHIP PLEASE COME TO ME T__T But it's much cheaper if compared to study at oversea. So now I don't have to leave my family and friends to obtain an international cert, for my degree. HA Yes yes I feel better, just think from opposite perspective.

Six months to go. What the hell am I going to do in these 6 months. You know, the time my degree get started, 2011 will end very very sooooooon.

September please come. Yes I miss study life.
Oh no, septmeber please go away. I don't want my 2011 ends that fast! LOL
Wth, my 19 years old will be just gone like this. How lifeless.
( Just ignore me. )

We're alive.

2011-03-15T05:29:00.001-07:00

Nowadays I like to delete my posts after blog. HEE Post and delete, post and delete -.-

This friday will be my first trip with the kids. Satu lari sini satu lari situ, mati la ku. OMG...I will share my nightmare with you all later kays :)

Time flies. School holiday has started and here comes my busy routine. Kids come to centre in the morning and they're pretty annoying sometimes. LOL Finally I know why some teachers don't want to answer our question last time, I have no energy to entertain them and feel like screaming LEAVE ME ALONE YOU THIS FELLA. Feel so tired HAHAHAHA maybe I'm in holiday mood as well?

And it's weird to see my secondary school teacher around in the centre. Last time we called him teacher and now...we're both teachers! :P

You know what, stop saying " 2012 is coming! There's no point of doing this bla bla bla". Yes I know 2012 is coming, but you still have to do things right! What a stupid excuse. We, as human will die someday. Then if you think 2012 is coming, why not you do some thing else for it ?! For your beloved family, beloved friends and the beloved one. As what I heard from radio ads, ONE MAN ONE POWER.

Haiti's earth quake just happened last year, and now its japan's turn :'(((((((

By the way, I changed my mind again. Hope I won't regret of choosing this...Bye HELP :(

Oh dear!

2011-03-05T05:53:00.000-08:00

Look at the date I last blogged. HAHAHA Not in blogging mood recently, got high blood pressure caused by the students -.- Found out that myself is getting more and more impatience HA! ( Im not the only one, okyyy. I saw another teacher get pissed off by students as well , she even commented Friday is the worst as all the stress has reached the max by end of the week! LOOOL) By the way, Yes even though some are super naughty in the class and I feel like slapping them, but still....I love them. HA It's same like sometimes you think your parents are annoying, but you still love them right? HAHAHA

Just got an offer letter from the university. DUH in dilemma in choosing university now. A such big headache! Can I really make it in that university? For the first time, I really afraid that I can't score in such high standard univerisity, will I get lousy result? Probably the lowest mark? All the uncertainties that can't be answered, scares me. ( Even though I know I can't predict the future, but just can't stop thinking of it! Urgggggggggggggh )

Maybe I shouldn't think too much. Just go ahead without looking back. Be a fighter! No turtle. LOL

Oh yeah. I will be ending my teaching life by the end of March. I will miss the children, :( Just want to change my working environment, I have sorethroat every 3 weeks, the visiting time is more accurate than our girl's period LOL. Can I have some less shouting teaching jobs?

FYI I have to wait another 5 months to continue my degree. FML! So better cherish and make use of my long holiday now. Perhaps I should go for cooking or guitar or language or yoga class? HAHAHA

Okay. Do you know that next year is London Olympic Games again? OMG Beijing Olympic like...just happened yesterday. -.- Time fliessssssssssssssssssss!

我跟你说。

2011-02-26T21:02:00.000-08:00

每一天都作重复的东西，心情会变得很暴躁。
每一天同样的学生在捣蛋，心情变得更暴躁。
每一天在那位同学捣蛋以后，又有另一位同学作怪，心情更更暴躁，有时候很想飞鞋子。
每一天，总是有同学讲也不听，一直重复昨天的过错，你会觉得，你的耳朵到底生在哪里？！！

以前，总是看见某某老师发脾气，就会说
唉，女人，又来了。每个月总有心情不好的时候。
以前，总是看见老师乱乱骂人，好象疯婆子。

现在才知道，当老师在骂人的时候，也是在抒发自己的情绪，
所以当老师在骂人的时候，千万不可以顶嘴，别让她的情绪一触即发，
犹如滔滔江水，黄河泛滥，一发不可收拾

每一天发生的事情太多，讲也讲不完。
但是，我觉得在最后一天，我会不舍得那班令我好笑又气恼的学生。
谢谢你们每天都让我有窒息的感觉，让我突然有了许多弟弟妹妹
小孩子还是那么可爱。

这一次的打工，让我实实在在的了解教育的路，并不适合我，
只是纯粹喜欢跟小孩在闹成一片，一点老师架子也没有。
裝凶，其实不简单。累坏了嗓子，伤了身子。

但是，加油吧，我的幼教老师朋友们。

HI Im here :D

2011-02-14T06:23:00.000-08:00

The centre had chinew new year party last Saturday. Too bad I was wearing a cheongsam................and no pockets to place my handphone! It's very inconvenient to carry a handphone around as I need to carry the younger and shorter kids to watch lion dance -.- Students went crazy when the lion came in LOL screaming and yelling.

I begin to fall in love with the kids. They're so damn cute. They will do something unexpected such as..

laughing at people for no reason

shitting in the pants without any acknowledgment *the one i hate most* -.-

running around with naked body

babbling like nobody's business in nobody-could- understand language.

Shout YESSSSSSSS when they found out that you will be teaching them today :D

give you a sudden hug from behind O.O

And sometimes you can...

grab any child into your classroom and laugh evilly because they have to walk back to their class again...LOL

Block the road.

Wrap them into a monk when shower time HAHA

Make them cry.

Gossip with them.

Give the girl's cloth to the boys..or boy's cloth to the girls, or throw pampers to them! And they will start throwing tantrums HAHA NO I DONT WANT PAMPERS.

Oh Oh I should update about myself instead of my work -.- But...now I face the most is ..kids! :( I want my normal social life back . LOL

Scream till the night ends.

2011-01-14T19:07:00.001-08:00

Okay I know my body will automatically turn off
whenever the weather is not good, stress, busy...
aww when the mind questions my body ,WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON
then my body will shut up and turn off.
Laugh out loud. Cut it off. Stop crapping.
After work for only 2 weeks I felt dizzy and got sorethroat...Took 2 days MC.
Honestly Im so freaking happy because I can run away from work
HAHAHA Typical lazy bone. Yeah I know :P

By the way I woke up in the midnight again
*duhhh, I just can't stop my curiosity every time I think of interesting things!*
I googled "Preschool education" and found lots of articles
About kiddos learning method and stage of development.
How to solve dilemmas, how to teach them to be good.
And I found out that the best way to educate them is through DAILY ACTIVITIES.
It could make a huge impact on their future development.
Gosh, What was I doing last 2 weeks?
I didn't take this work seriously, and only teach them during lesson hours.
After that I just focused on doing my works and totally sort of 'ignoring them' because I thought my teaching part is over!
The meaning behind of the word TEACHER is aww, HUGE.
There's A LOT of learning opportunities for them.
but I this careless, inexperienced teacher missed it one by one.

I shouldn't follow how other teachers teach there, I should follow MY OWN WAY.
Because...
We are the live samples being taught under that hard kind of teaching method.
We don't want the young kids behave like we are now right?

Back to reality. I can't wait till the end of january. MONEYYYYYYYYYYY
First time I wanna do after get my salary is...to change my stupid glasses. LOL
Ohhh and the face shop masks! HAHAHA

明天又是星期一，又要当保姆。

2011-01-08T18:04:00.000-08:00

很痛苦。
现在的感觉，好像又回到以前被拉去上课的日子，只是现在是被逼又要回去那个地方。

7.45 - Going to work!
8.10- 抵达.改昨天改不完的簿子,我应该是每天最早抵达的老师.哈哈
8.30- playroom。看着他们玩，要知道小孩子很容易发生意外。。。。。
9.00-第一班幼稚园上课。
10.00-第二班。。。
11.00-第三班。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。教abc教到傻.
12.00-lunch!但是也是很惨的，要逼每个学生吃快点，快点！！！
1.00-冲凉。也是要看着他们要排好次序,帮他们选美美的衣服,哈哈.确保都抹干了头发和身体，不然被老板娘看到会被骂, 因为身体湿湿很容易着凉.
2.oo-检查功课/教课外读物/读peter and jane/writing/tulisan 任何一个多么希望我有三头六臂。
4.oo-补习。要赶赶赶！8页作业！这个中心真的变态。。。
6.00-还不可以回哦。Dismiss students!一个一个抓他们出来才可以回家。
6.30-唉。。。改完簿子就可以回家咯 :)

一天工作超过10小时，分分秒秒都要盯着那些学生，工资可不是白拿的，根本没有空闲或私人时间，有时忙得连上厕所的时间也没有。快疯了。每次教补习，都有很沉重的压力，有时想跟他们玩也没有多余的时间，好像明年就是大考，其实他们才一二三年级。

他们要我赶一天8页。拜托，哪里赶得完？结果，唯一的方法赶完是以赶lrt般速度，快速的讨论，然后把答案抄在黑板，让他们抄。我很难过，他们并没有学到什么东西，只是学会了抄抄抄！扼杀了他们的想象力，对不起啊。老师不想这样 :( 但是做不完，你们的爸爸妈妈会投诉我为什么没有教！哑子吃黄连。最尴尬的是遇到不会的字，我的国语这么烂，还要我教国语！就好像keyboard的国语，我真的blank了一下，一直很着急。惨，如果现在出去问，好像太迟了。最后，只好假假地问学生，他们竟然知道耶！这关总算很惊险的过去了。你们太棒了。哈哈哈

一年级的学生，都学得很快。只是有一个男生，特别爱发梦，爱闹。有一次竟然在我前面发梦！喊了很多次答案还要问我是什么答案。真的很想去kok他的头，在挑战我的耐心。但他的嘴很硬，做错了死都不认错，还瞪着我，岂有此理。我就很大声地骂他这样做是不对的!他blank了一下，哦哦哦几声 -.- 过了几分钟，他又来惹别的同学了。。我索性把他放在一旁去，谁也不可以跟他讲话，看你知不知错！还有一个很聪明，但很会扯开话题。每次上课他都讲到他的爸爸妈妈哥哥姐姐奶奶公公。

整个一年级只有一个女生，超可爱，写字整齐，每次拉着我上课。但是她很喜欢在男生面前换衣服，waliao 玩色诱？每次都要我拉她到厕所里去换，不可以随便在人家面前换衣服，你长大了哦。 -.- 每次放学之前都问其他男同学要不要跟她好？喂，不要想歪。跟她好意思是要不要跟她做朋友，一起玩啦。

有个二年级的学生问我什么是cerdas. 不就是灵敏咯？老师什么是灵敏？是当脑有了足够的氧气作为食物，才可以link得更多更远，脑筋转得更快，我讲到这里的时候，9对眼睛看着我 O.O 我的天，我竟然讲到那么远去，直接讲聪明不就行了嘛。

三年级的人数很多。有几个就自以为特别聪明，做功课做得很快，做完了就摆着很串的样子说，老师很慢 -.- 真的很想飞鞋子过去。教他们一次读，却只有寥寥几个应我。真的是，老娘不喊他们不都怕。看来，我要戴回我的黑框眼镜，才有那股杀气。

现在的小孩很狡猾。有个女生，为了不要读书，就拼命的哭。第一次我就被她骗到，就一直哄她们不要哭，给抱抱之类。过后，有个老师跟我讲话，她竟然不哭，静静地听我们在讲话。我们老师只好用国语，因为她听不懂。哈哈。有些很爱为了引起注意，就拼命哭，希望全世界人都在关注她。还有一个吃不完，就假假地说肚子痛啦，要呕啦。狡猾精！

一个大孩子。看着一大班小孩子。必须时时刻刻都摆着很严肃的样子，不然会很容易被欺负。但为什么他们还是不怕我？还敢在地上滚来滚去，真是好气又好笑。看来我要练练瞪眼术。

我有很多个为什么。

2011-01-06T04:31:00.000-08:00

这几夜也没睡得好，我知道是时候抒发我的感受，不然真的会爆毙。

上班的第四天。这几天，超郁闷。有很多事情都想不通。

除了罚打，骂，不是普通的骂。有时候我看到老师会骂到他们哭，搞得我也想哭。
我以为我是不容易哭的人，结果看到他们豆大的眼泪流下来，我也很想跟老师说,不要为那么一点小事再骂了！他们是还在喝奶的年纪！

其他老师说，一定要对他们严，爱就在心里。但是，爱不是要表达出来吗？要让他们知道你爱他们，就要爱的鼓励，不是骂到哭的鼓励。如果他们从小就活在打骂之下，有些很容易会变得超自卑，或更叛逆，

一进去，就被告知许许多多的规则，限制了范围。我还以为，是自由教学。结果，拿到的是整叠厚厚的作业簿。幼稚园而已噢，就要做那么多功课。有些孩子，都还在发梦和喝奶，他们哪里会懂现在发生什么事。教不会，家长要骂上来，就会烧到我们头上。现在幸好还没被质问，但是也是迟早的事。因为看到他们那么惨，我很想说，走吧去玩,下课咯！

他们写字太慢而做不完功课，我们做老师的就会被老板照肺。太多红字？老师，你到底有没有教书？又要被照肺。改他们簿子，也是超大压力。要时刻警惕自己不可以改错，因为有些爱出风头的家长会特地上来吵，又要被照肺。

以前，还以为进去教书，可以让我更了解小孩子。结果，现在却事违所愿，反而不可以太亲切，要收起笑容，与孩子们之间建起了一面围墙。他们的教学方法与行政对于某些人，是非常成功，因为他们调教出来的孩子，都是很乖巧。但对于我，实在对不起，我做不到骂的教育。

之前，我还可以接受实行打骂，因为他们思想开始成熟，是时候教他们哪一个是好或坏，但今天是个例外。小学的实在太顽皮，我只好说，我要打人咯！结果，他们很乖地拿出手，应该是醒目地拿出手，老师打我吧!他们完全是automatic知道我要打哪里，被打好象吃饭般平常，我在想他们是怎样训练他们的？！既然他们已经麻木，意思是说打骂已经不适合于他们！这个补习中心很象地狱，而我们就像是地狱使者-.- 是我想太多吗？

我会给自己多点时间观察。到底，这适不适合我？如果不适合，我也会挨下去。一，因为没有事情做。二，因为只要看到小孩子很可爱的笑，真的什么烦恼事也会忘记了。大人有大人的问题，用不着我去管，去烦！

老实说，我知道自己不是当老师的料。因为，心太软！

Happy New year yo!

2010-12-31T00:06:00.000-08:00

2010就这样，咻一声悄悄地溜走了。
感觉这一年，虽然没什么特别事情发生，还是很快地过去了，
我也顺利从foundation毕业，明年年中要开始上大学咯。:)
身边的朋友，好像没几个像我这样，等到年终才开始读书。
我是不是喜欢倒着走啊。哈哈。

大佬，这年除了assignments，考试，看分数 camp
我真的好像什么事都没做名副其实的在虚度光阴
虽然知道没有太多剩下的光阴给我们继续浪费但是我的2010，就这样没了==
但是，过得还不错啦。没有是非，没有大大小小的风波，算得上安稳平静。
由于每个学期同学都拿不同的科目，朋友来得快，也去得快。
没有机会深入了解同学，也是有个点美中不足的地方。
还有，离开了校园，才发觉自己那么怀念在一起的时光，就算吵架拌嘴，也是很有留念价值。
现在想找人吵架都难。哈哈哈哈。

2011，记得不可以像2010那么不踏实。

祝大家新年快乐。
要开始上班了。真的。。。。很紧张。

Hmmm. I smell the rain.

2010-12-28T05:06:00.000-08:00

Woke up pretty early (plus result was out this morning! )
So...I had lots of time to make a breakfast for myself. HAHAHAH
I want to make this long time ago!

Laugh out loud! You know, the easy step pancake mix? Yeah I made a very think layer of it..and put some banana inside. Hmmm yumm! It's the same way how people make the 'jin long bao' It might looked ugly to some people, but the inner part is the most important right? :P

peep! Banana inside! You will love it if...you are a banana fans. LOL!

Oh yeah not to forget my all time favourite, Twister fries!
I have no idea what happened to Leisure mall's A&W , I really miss its curly fries. Nevermind, Mc D has it! :D

Oh sorry. Christmas was just over. Sorry for my laziness. HAHAHAH

We had white christmas as well :)

Awww. The golden girl. LOL!

The silent one. HAHAHAHAHAAH

The fair one. Guess who is she!

Close up. LOL SUKA TAK YYK lol

2010年给我的是不踏实的感觉。坐在我身旁的人，永远不停地在更换着。

I'm back!

2010-12-19T19:21:00.000-08:00

Went to hongkhong and macau last few days.
HEH! Miss me huh? :P
Overall the trip is not bad, but the weather is......................so damn cold!
Unexpectedly cold. We checked the weather forecast before, the lowest is 10 the highest is 17.
All rushed to buy sweaters and jackets at night because the estimated temperature on the next day was below 10 degree Celsius -.-
And I caught cold during the trip. Wth. LOL!

strong wind. Cold!
Sunny. But still cold! Look how many layer/piece of clothes I wore -.-

Im not a hard core fan of Jay chow. But still, took a picture to show off! HAHAA
One minus point, it doesn't look like him -________-

The weather is changing. It's..horrible.

Exammmmmmmmmmmm!

2010-12-06T22:49:00.000-08:00

Hey We used to have this sweeeeeeeeties during childhood. But now I can't find any in the supermarket :(

Oh haha. Ignore the fats. *stick out tongue* I like this Christmas-tree-like colourful dressssssssss wtf. HAHA The snowballs are cute! Wait for me! I mean, after I get my salary next month then I will get you into my wardrobe :) Loves.

Yes. Another random post. HAHA Now is the exam seasonnnnn. Oh no. What the heck am I doing here. LOL! Bye Stats and moral. Two more to go! Yay! I really dislike business now, especially the bonds and stocks, mutual fund etc etc. OH GOSH.

Running out of time and laptop battery as well. Ciao! Gotta spam my blog after exammmmmmmm! :D Bury myself back into the world of business and marketing again *a looooooooooooong sigh*

2010-11-30T06:56:00.000-08:00

Final on this saturday but I still blogging here I tell you Facebook is a silent killer it kills your time and energy Determined to study tonight but I dont know why i on my laptop and wasted my time here oh gosh I freaking worry about my statistic business marketing urgggggggggh okayy i worry about all my subjects stupid dumb dumb I don't want fail any subject I dont wanna return to mr 1km long corridor it's................boring! Hey typing sentences without punctuation is fun as there's no one will understand what you writing HEHEHEH

Bye. See you next week :D

因為你是我的眼　讓我看見這世界就在我眼前

2010-11-26T06:16:00.000-08:00

Oh people oh people.

I think I have a bread-like face now. Shit chubby.

Btw btw I will be working as tuition teacher at S.I.R tuition center , pudu on Jan 2011. Wowowowowow, i know your mouth is opening like an O now. HAHAAH close it! Decided to go for May intake, Yeah after considering a few days, anyhow I have to wait for months if I wanna go for twinning program at oversea or change college.

Ding ding. I will be in charge of primary students; teach, eat and guide homework together for all day long -_- When I went up today, I thought I was in the pasar as the students're busy changing classrooms HAHA!

Im super excited now. But I haven't receive any teaching materials....Oh no. I don't even have a textbook! LOL

Alright. Next saturday will be the first day of foundation student's finalssssssssssssssssssssssss. I want many many distinctionssssssss, Im not that greedy right? I just want distinction, not High Distinction :D

Yes. Another classic.

Oh no

2010-11-25T00:01:00.000-08:00

A fat worm, I am.

The road not taken.

2010-11-22T04:39:00.000-08:00

Continue study or work?

Im so tired of studying now, as I started off my foundation right after my SPM. I need a break. Im like losing the ohm....................................

I went an interview session as a tuition teacher last Saturday, and they offered me a very good deal. Seriously I really like it!

But I also wanna change college. Different colleges have different intake for my degree :( I have to get my final result to apply, on the other hand, they want me to sign an agreement this week! Arggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh!

Maybe....I should continue my study. At least I have been through an interview session right?*feeling not so bad now* Bye kids!

Broken dream :'( Back to reality. I should start study right now. Nanananaananana.

YAY 1234567887654321

2010-11-18T06:24:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAHA It's so damn funny. LOL I drew all these funny, ugly stickman figures. GOSH HAHAHAHAHAHAAHA Im 'talented' right.? LOL :D:D Classmates burst into laughter immediately right after we showed them our 'artwork' of presentation. Fun huh?

I thought everything would finish by today. But during business class I only knew that I have 2 more minor assignments to complete -.- Okay there're small cases, just need to write an essay or something like that. So.............ignore!

YAY Harry Potter tomorrow! :DD

It's big, with a reason.

2010-11-15T04:22:00.001-08:00

Oh stupid blog, I don't really miss you so I don't want to write on your body. HAAHAHAHA

I realized after entered into college, my posts were all about my assignments,presentation and stressssss imma facing. Where are all the fun?????? Yeah okay sorry I always procrastinate my post O.O But this year is so lifeless, as I wanna fight for scholarship! :( In the end, I had checked out that I can't even reach the min score, dammnit. How frustrated. Distinctions are not good enough, they need HIGH distinctions :'((

Went to Shawn Parade last week with yiting. OHHH ermm something like homemade craft thingy market? The things are not cheap, I bought a hairband at rm 8 :(( But it's quite cute, with a big green flower. ( Actually I doubt I will wear it..)

Skip! Watched Megamind! WHOAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA It's so damn funny. But the cinema was damn empty, I think people already went to Uniqlo -.-

Skip! Do you know why I didn't blog for a week long? Of course, was busying on my marketing and business assignment ( Yeah we had to create long old nany stories to pass up HAHA )

I hate Thursday, as all the tutorials fall on the same day! Oh no this Thursday I have 2 presentations and moral work due. One biggest advantage, I don't have to wear formal twice TEEHEE!

SHIT, but I love it. HAAHAH Do you find it's quite exciting? Although Wed night will be quite torturing , I think. Urggh. YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA No more presentation, assignments this year after this thursday! My foundation life will end soon, ermm in 3 weeks time? Time don't wait for anybody.

Gosh, Seriously Imma in love with rossy business II ! Oh mee god, pleaseeeeeeeeeee finish it before my final starts =(

The end of darkness. I cut my fringe, AGAIN! (:

Random Crap Shit

2010-11-08T04:14:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow will be having moral test but im still blogging right now feel damn lazy to open even one page of the lecture notes arghhhhh why we need to study strategies to solve conflict we won't think of these strategics when facing the problem in real situation also hmmmmphh this week need to hand in lotsa things and quizzes arghhhh last weekend should stay at home be a book worm but nevermind it's past and we shouldn't look back and i think i gotta stick my butt back to the moral now argh please pray hard for business I think our paper is not that bad right? Yeah I think so cause only me and my friend are doing work why you want show me that look it's your marks also why I need to do everything why do I need to kick people to move, u all have legs right? arghhhh next week please come faster oh no it's presentation week no you don't come near me i gotta kick your ass out shit final is coming what should i do what should i do i can't reach the min score for scholarship also WAH why I am so stupid ahhh two sleepless nights im a piece of dead fish now woh a piece then i wanna be the tail

Babbling is fun (:

看那看那红色蜻蜓飞在蓝色天空

2010-10-29T20:26:00.000-07:00

Finally done my first draft for the marketing and business research paper in a few nights. Gosh i think facing lappie too much do really hurts my pity eyes ='(

Glad that statistic classes are canceled this week * Lecturer went to hunt an Egyptian boyfriend HAHA*

When I was 5 , I wanted to be a teacher.
( I found the evidence from my story books, HAHAA they're been marked with a big red tick and stars. )
When I was 12 , I wanted to be a deejay.
( This thought was no longer in my mind after I knew they should be expert in talking with themselves..)
When I was 15 , I wanted to be a journalist.
( hey it's pretty cool, especially the food and traveling journalist! HAHA )

I still remember that our lovely primary teachers love to help us fill in some 'standard' or funny jobs, such as HAHA ARTIST? (hey since when I love drawing....), PRINCIPLE?(wow HAHAAH, but I dont really like to run a school..) .

Well, that's hilarious AHAHA . And plus, I wonder why EVERY primary school have some 'supernatural' stories, the funny part is almost all the stories are about the same -.-

P/s I feel like Im a 'city cuttlefish' that contributes one part of air pollution when I drive. Feel so bad , gosh -.-

Relax and chill

2010-10-26T04:17:00.000-07:00

I don't feel like blogging anymore after freezing it the whole week. Lost the interest, I guess? But after I read others blogs, oh the ohm is returning HAHA. If I don't write it down, probably next few weeks I will forget what happened in the past. HAHAHAAH

Our emm marketing sales group photo, ooh one of our group members was missing!

sat for the midterm examination last week ((: and..okay just got back some papers back.
*dead*

Attended Vgen Fiesta. Climbed up to 7th floor's hall -.-
It reminded me of our school Bilik Seni HAAHAHHAA we're so exhausted when reached bilik seni -.-

Sorry for the super blurrrrrrr image HAHAHA C'mon, my lousy phone has only 2.0 mp
Nvm, I will write it out for you all.
ONE MEATLESS MEAL WILL REDUCE 780g of CO2, ( you know what's C02 right...:DD)
oh this was so random in statistic class. HAHAAH 3 generations of 570 calculator :P
Stat is really driving us crazy nowadays AHHHHH! So helpless.

Will be quite busy for next few weeks. Er you know, assignments assignments. After passing up assignments, there will be presentations on our assignments .

OH MY DOLLY

Lalalalalalalal lol

2010-10-14T06:10:00.000-07:00

Ouch. I feel useless. Am I such a loser?

It's not the result I want ! I want to smiley face on every customer.

Honestly I feel very sorry to my friends, SO SORRY for the size.

They're not you expected, so do us.

Actually this is not the first time I feel disappointing, but I just hate this feeling.

I am the person who will 100% commit or immerse into my work

Or anythings that I really do care about it.

~~Don't put too much effort or expectation , just to avoid bigger disappointment. The more the effort you throw in, the more you would get disappointed if the result is out of your expectation.~~

Oh cut it off. It's so wrong! But these were what I used to think last time.

But Im not a coward now !

Everyone fears failure, but as long as you could accept the failure and take it as a lesson,

You're already a winner.

HEY Failure is A KICK! A kick to make us MOVE forward.

P/s I found out that it's so nice after writing my thoughts out.

I could think in depth when Im trying to express them in words.

Oh! I feel better now (:

Mum, teach me how to cook LOOOL

Can you feel the magic in the air?

2010-10-07T06:41:00.000-07:00

Assignments. Revision. Assignment. Revision. I feel nerd. I wanna go zoo.

2010-10-01T06:04:00.000-07:00

We need more communication, seriously. We all will die together in business if we keep it like this! When is our next group discussion????????

Fine, I know you, you, you and you won't see this post though.

Keep back your prejudice please.

Time goes by , so slowly.

2010-09-27T06:06:00.000-07:00

My cushion seat HAHAHAHHAAH ;p A birthday present from college budd!
( short cut for buddy AAHAH)

Ah currently been busy working on our marketing assignment.
GEEZ! We have to turn our plan into real action : set up a stall!
Seriously it's fun but tiring. Collect information, find suppliers, compare prices like aunties in the market ect ect.
Although now it's just the beginning stage
but it already requires strong commitment and teamwork in order to make our business to be successful and fruitful.
Most of the time we have to keep our members up-to-date about what's going on (:

But there're so many groupssss selling similar product with our group DUDE!
So many competitors, oh gosh.
Tell me, how to differentiate milk bubble tea? Laugh out loud!

Awwwww.
Recently many of my cute little friends' relationship status have changed to a big sweet red love.
Shhhhh It makes me wanna fall in love too! Oh gosh, don't influence me ! Skip! >

Again, none of them online. How to discuss lo aiyooooh! So frustrated.

Or am I too tense?

I can't believe that I will have my mid term exam in next three weeks time! SHIT. O.O

由來只有新人笑　有誰聽到舊人哭

2010-09-20T04:05:00.000-07:00

抱歉，我知道我很老餅。哈哈哈。

自從看了某各歌唱節目后，就對老歌很有興趣（:

別笑啦，相信我，請你認真賞析老歌真的是越聼越有味道。

看似個鴛鴦蝴蝶　不應該的年代可是誰又能擺脫人世間的悲哀

Five for fighting. Aza Aza.

2010-09-16T01:33:00.000-07:00

This is not our favorite song
but the night is moving right along
may I have your hand, may I have this dance.

I sense that you are amused,
but you just bought those brand new shoes.
It would such a shame not to give us the chance.

And oh my love there is only so many dances we can take across the night.

So while is just me and you
I thought I might say to you
You put the beautiful in life.

I know at times that you feel alone
when I'm here and I'm never home.
You said before is the price that you pay.

On matters of clarity
is not secret you are carrying me.
But you disguise thoughts of fall
I will keep you safe.

And oh my love there is only so many dances we can take across the night.

So while is just me and you
I thought I might say to you
You put the beautiful in life.

This is not our favorite song
but I wish it go on and on
it's moments like these
singers do all they can to stop time.

So let me just say to you
before the DJ changes the tune
you put the beautiful in life

*Thumbbbbbbbs up!*
Heard this from radio. ( YEAH I on radio every time when I am in my room! )
But I can't find the music video. AH! WTH

See your shadow lying under moon light. Hear your heartbeat on my ear side.

2010-09-12T01:31:00.000-07:00

Ah. One reminder: my post title always not related to my post! HAAHAH

Oh went to book fest!* shaking butt*
Well. Again I took a lot of self-help books and had to choose which books should I buy with limited cash =/
As usual, yern ran to read love novels while I went to walk walk and look look LOL
I never like love novels.
Because I think that the stories are so fake in funny way LOL
Each of the story line almost is the same as it usually ends with the pretty girl and sexy boy finally stick together like honey and bee.
I feel like it's created for those innocent and romantic readers *no offense here!*
and definitely it's not my type of books.
Ewwwwww.
Oh c'mon. There're no such nice, romantic love thing as fairy tale occurs in reality okayy.
Life is cruel and imperfect!
Thats what my mum taught me LOOL!

Ah because of it's too early to go home,
We decided to have a butt-sticking session on starbucks sofa for a short while.
The coffee really cost me a ~~mini bomb!~~

Oh bumped into my looong- time- no- see primary school mate, Zi wei.
WOW, she changed a lot and so thin now!
But, look at myself, still remain the same for 17 years *wry smile*

Looking back to my previous posts.
Wow, I was once in love with photo shooting!
Yeah I have to pick up my interest again!
Wait, where is my cameraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa?

~~I view your blog. I check your status. I look at your profile.~~
And I think my brain nerves have some network problems that cause me to do these things!
It's time to fix it back to normal.

P/s: is Uh-la-la. Not You-La-La (: Have a nice week!

The only exception.

2010-09-10T22:41:00.000-07:00

Wow. The 3rd week of my third semester in HMC. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! It's a boring,dry,dying.. semester =/

Business and marketing are as dry as I expected. YES It's super duper boring and the lecturers like to nag and nag and nag in the class. Especially when the lecturer want us to have open discussion, well FYI malaysian students are good at keeping their mouth shut ( yes include me ! HAHA ) Can't blame me for that as I already learned econ in my last semester! ;p Thus I had no questions and comments about the topic. So the lecturer just waited...and waited..finally someone raised his hand and spoke our his opinion. *relieeef*

Target for this sem : Learn how to ~~shout~~ make more noises in class LOL! Ask whatever questions that come across in my mind!

Others said business is fun as the business world is changing everyday,but I don't think so. Life's like business? You will be more successful if you apply business in your life? Oh man, cut it off. I don't want my life be so damn miserable as business. Simple life wanted! Tell me, who the heck in this world want their life be so complicated... in so-called business way? -.-

Maybe Im not kind of business-minded people -.- I bet psychology is definitely 101% more interesting about businesssss!

U-La-La

2010-09-07T06:22:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah. Sorry for the inconvenience last few days as I deleted my blog out of sudden. AH! SHOCKED YOU GUYS! Well, I was tired of blogging and dont wanna continue to blog anymore. Er but in these few days I really miss my blogggggieee and....er...so I un-delete it just now. HAHAHAHAHAHHAAH O.O

Now my blog has a new name, " U-La-La '' and a few changes to my side bar titles too! HEY . Dont ask me how I thought of this name. HAHAHAHA I cant/don't know explain -.-

*Okay the Blog-Dy stands for Blog Buddies (:

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH lets inject some new inspirations to my blog (: 滚起来吧

是非日日有，不闻既无

2010-08-28T05:53:00.000-07:00

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

Finally I completed my sem 2 1 (: It should be " I survived from sem 2! " You know what, when the time came near to due dates I slept at 12 o'clock almost everyday because of my all last minute assignment 0.0 ( dai sei lah ;p ) All the faces were so tensed up because of assignments, assignments and ASSIGNMENTS! Ah, not to forget the presentations too! :( But we overcame it and finally sem 3 is coming! It's on the way! TEEEHEEE. Hearsay hearsay it's a quite relaxing semester -_-

Got my result last week. Hmm it's the same with last semester that really freaked me out. Thanks God!*relief* I almost hit my target! I want to have 3 more distinctions for next semester, and at least one High Distinction?

And arranged my next sem timetable. Dari dara du! (: 4 continuous classes = 6 hours for 2 days ! I might have flattened butt one day? LOL And I have the feeling that definitely we will be in the same group for Business and Marketing's presentations, kit! Lets ga yao together LOL You better do more work ah! LOL If not I will give you zero mark in peer evaluation HAHAHAHAHAHA

Mon : 12.30 -2
Tue : 11- 5 ( One of the horrible days LOL )
Wed : 11-12.30
Thurs: 8-5 ( AH the most horrible day + 3 hours break)

Gosh, Btw no more slots for moral studies! means that I gotta continue my foundation till next year? -_____- SIAL, I wont let it happen XD

Annnnnd finally bought a bag for myself !

The day after tomorrow.

2010-08-23T23:10:00.000-07:00

Yes. What date is it? It's 26th! FYI, our result will be out on that day ! GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Oh Im so damn worry about my economics -___- And advanced english And psychology And CTS ! Dammit!

And I thought it would be nice home alone. But ..I feel bored now.

Perhaps I should do some reading hmmm.

Hungry hungry hungry.

2010-08-22T19:24:00.003-07:00

Wow, Im still alive!

Worked so hard but only got Rm 1 as extra income -,- others used to buy food zzz

Some people may ask, " Why you would like to pay money, and STARVE?"

It's not true ! As most of us, we're considered very lucky since we have at least 3 meals a day, and there're many food stalls available at every where.

But what about the unlucky ones? The hungry children in other part of our world.

If we never experience famine, forever we would never know what's the feeling of famine, YES only 30 hours for us, but how about them? 60 hours ? We can go for makan kao kao after the camp, but with empty stomach, they probably need to work ( while we were too lazy to walk or talk during the camp!), some even go for illegal and risky jobs that might cause higher risk of getting caught by police and gangsters. For them, money is important as it could use to buy FOOD.

Owwww. So sad weyh! When we're happily goyang kaki here, probably children from another part of the earth are dying from famine as the resources are not evenly distributed to everyone! Some might having obesity while they ARE suffering from malnutrition! Ohhh poor kid!

Join us ! The next famine camp! (: Once in a year, if you dont suffer, for a lifetime you won't feel the pain and how blessed you are! Although I felt my stomach was drumming sometimes especially at night -,- , but after that it stopped drumming and went back to normal. As long as you don't think bout FOOD, yah overall it's a nice experience.

It's up to you whether you agree with me (:

P/s Soya milk and hi5 bread are the best food in the world after 30 hour famine LOL

What I feel about rain.

2010-08-19T06:43:00.002-07:00

I feel uneasy every time the sky starts to cry LOUDLY. Little rain may moisturize and cooling the earth, but too much may cause terrible flood. YES IT'S TRUEEE. Your home? Your pets? Your money? Your belongings? ALL GONE!

Sometimes I will pack my things as I afraid of the flash flood will suddenly strike my area when Im sleeping deadly.( LAUGH! I think I watched too much documentaries?? -_-) But it's possible right. Look around us. We're too lucky for living in this land that is free from natural disasters. But who knows, some day the God might jealous us and take back what he has created in the first place. AH!

The end of the world is not scary but watching the disasters happen, peoples you know or love are suffering from pain, dying slowly and leaving you One.By.One . And in the end just left only YOU alone in this world. You lost EVERYTHING in just a short period.

That's the cruel part, I think.

Forgotten memories.

2010-08-19T01:24:00.000-07:00

Some I chose to delete. But for the remaining, I stored in the deep side of my heart.

EI YER. WHY I CANT UPLOAD PHOTO -_-

Happy Belated Birthday to me? HAHA

2010-08-16T00:12:00.000-07:00

The group! Too bad, some of us were not in the photo ):

Our last meal in camp

We are V-Generation! (:

我被感动了，你呢？

2010-08-15T05:28:00.000-07:00

我回来了！怎么了，想知道我这三天去了哪儿吗？
锵锵！是马六甲慈青人文营！
绝对是100%自愿性哦！（因为在营里我听到很多人说被朋友骗过来的，哈哈）
趁那股感动还在，我想与大家分享分享我。学。了。些。什么。东东。

第一次，我得帮辫子，真的超搞笑。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。
我还遇见wanleng，更与同一组耶！之前在中学都没有什么讲话，而且她9月要去台湾读书了，就是那剩下短短那几个星期。怎料在这里遇见对方，真的有够玄。

最让我影响深刻的字眼，就是无常。
以前啊，我都不知无常是什么东西，只知道它时常会出现在佛文里。
当我知道后，我感到很震惊，也很害怕。
可能有一天，你来不及对身边的人临别，便遇上天灾突然离世。
可能有一天，你半身残废，一辈子永远走不动了，也感觉不到大地的温软。
可能有一天，你还未报答或对付母亲说出你心中的爱，他们便跟你说byebye。
你永远也不可能知道无常，会及时找上你。
原来无常随时会到来。

别再留连已过去的事，要好好珍惜现在的每一分，每一秒。
因为，你永远换不回已失去的时间。

别再渴望希望得到这个那个，
因为当你永远所有，那怎么会学习珍惜？

别再吃那么多肉了，
因为，对动物真的很残忍。
之前，我也曾看过那个短片《生命的呐喊》，但是实在太恐怖，结果还未看完就把它关了。
以前总是想要素食，但是就是把持不住。
可是现在，ohm来了。我真的忍不住发愿，我一定要见少吃肉，一百餐素食是我的目标！
Now is vegetarian generation! 我们可是V族！
少吃肉真的很简单，你也可以享受好料，只不过不吃肉而已嘛。

以前我总是想当志工，感觉上好象很威水，有很有意义。
可是，当我进营后，看到短片里真实的志工很辛苦很忙地做事，加上我是个三分钟热度的人，我怕我会放弃。
有一刻，我感觉我想要退缩，真的。
为什么要怎么辛苦？像其它少年般，好好待在家里享受享受不就好了吗。

可是，我的队辅说，
“找回你为什么想要当志工那当初的意义，想做就做，别再想太多，现在你想等毕业以后，毕业后又想等找到工作，找到工作以后又要照顾家庭，再想拖延至退休以后。。不能这样拖下去，行善是不能等！”

总之不怕忙，只怕烦！心烦，就会让你感到身体很累，结果搞到自己身心交瘁。

慈青，我来了。

行孝行善，真的要及时。
感恩！

真期待饥饿三十的到来！

P/S 其实我选择把想法写出来，就是好让以后的我若有一点想放弃的念头，再回头看看这一篇，可能助我找回现在的那股热诚。

2010-08-04T01:08:00.000-07:00

I always think that she's pretty :) She looks so fresh, clean, unpolluted * LOOOL * that everyone will like her at the first sight.

2010-08-03T23:35:00.000-07:00

I changed my background unwillingly as my stupid fingers accidentally deleted the original template :'((

Will be continued :)

Make a wishiee now!

2010-08-02T03:26:00.000-07:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH This Saturday is my first day of my final exams! ~~God damn it~~ Ooppps. I think I have to split myself into several parts, THEN I can study every subejcts and absorb like a sponge. AH! Total up my marks up to Quiz 2, the overall result of each subject is quite okay. YEAH I HOPE THAT I WILL DO BETTER IN FINAL.

I damn ~~hate~~ critical thinking skills right now. I DONT KNOW WHEN I WILL APPLY ALL THOSE SHITS IN MY LIFE. Argh *screammmmmm*

Make a wish make a wish right now. Wait, it's too early lah!

But I don't believe in wishes. I Believe in Myself and just hope my brain won't shut down at anytime, anywhere :D I just love to sleep in the exam hall , especially half way of doing my paper. LMAO Last time my friend thought I was exhausted in squeezing out all the information from my head LOL

I want you. Can I understand you better ?*hug my books tightly*

Inception

2010-07-29T03:58:00.000-07:00

This is the most creative movie I had ever seen in past 17 years :) Did you ever experience to dream in a dream and dream and dream?

This happened on me before, under semi conscious I guess. HAHAAHA In my dream, I woke up to brush my teeth but I heard my mum's yelling me to wake up. After that I woke up and brushed my teeth again, BUT I STILL HEARD MY MUM'S YELLING. WTH? Then I WOKE UP AND BRUSHED MY TEETH, WHATT? MY MUM YELLS AGAIIINNNN? This time, I really woke up and brushed my teeth. No more mum's yelling. LAUGH OUT LOUD! So weird man.

But in this movie, the person is trying to go into his target's dream and manipulate his thinking by planting some small yet significant ideas into his mind unconsciously. Cool right?

Human's mind is interesting huh. I guess this movie motivates me to score well in my psychology paper in next 2 weeks :D

FU FU FU.

2010-07-23T01:46:00.000-07:00

Im still alive. Had very little sleeping time to rush my research and presentations for this whole week.

AIYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA Im so happy now because there are 2 presentations left ! OH YEAH. Such like a 100 kg stone finally lifted off from my shoulder. FUUHHHH.
YES Things will go better and better as the days pass :D

P/s My fren told me that I speak monotonously especially during presentation LOL HAHAHAHHAHAHAAHA Am i? 0.o

BE A PILOT!

2010-07-19T03:52:00.000-07:00

YESSS survived from the TRULY AWESOME CAMP at Gopeng.

Errr, It's kinda hutan-ish and we need to ride on lorry to reach every activity places. We stood on the lorry and kept on bending down our head to avoid those tree branches,leaves and even DURIANS! HAHA. DAMN EPIC WEYH! We divided into 2 main groups : the awesome epic ? and the U.M.M =United monstress monster! YES THATS US XD and my subgroup is HEADLESS CHICKEN, which means running without any direction LOL

Okay lets move on to the activities we had done in last two days. We went for caving at Gua Tempurung. Honestly I never been to a cave before so I was kinda excited, wearing the helmet. LOL We went up to the top of cave, and WENT DOWN again. The slanting staircase in the darkness was kinda scary because it's very very slippery. After that we slide down and went into a small hole that only can fit one people at a time. We walked, ducked and crawled along the river journey until the whole body got wet! YAY!

After lunch we straight away went to white water rafting by LORRY also. LOL lorry ride was one of the exciting parts throughout the camp HAHA. We gotta practiced self rescue and everybody got thrown into the river before we went for the rafting. *SIGHH* I knew how to swim, but I JUST CANT REACH THE BANK! The current was too strong and kept pushing me away further and further LMAO *skip that* We learnt some commands and finally got into our raft , YEAH the journey began! It's so damn SYOK every time we fell from a peak point, just like riding on a roller coaster :DD

OKAYYY Im getting lazier and lazier to continue my post. FINE Im going to talk about the last one, ROCK CLIMBING. We challenged the hardest part first, which is the flying fox. However before we fly down from the top we gotta go through 3 obstacles: climbing up, walking on small,shaky wood blocks,flying to another side like a tarzan, sliding ..AT A HIGH PLACE it's kinda scary but exciting when walking and jumping down at that height. You must need the courage to JUMP down from the platform or FLY to another side as you only have a pair of safety ropes. LOL The second part was kinda easy after finishing the hardest part. Kinda busy with the ropes clipping to those safety loops, in order to stabilize yourself while walking and climbing down. While stepping up the staircase was damn shaky and I thought my legs were shaking so badly. But when I calmed down, the staircase finally stop shaking .LOL It's not my problem okayy. Is the staircase too goyang GOYANG.

Overall the camp was SOO SOO SOO FUN except the toilet. LOL It's kinda open as I could see people walking outside while peeing and bathing -,-

And I can see a lot of bruisers on my legs. How nice.

TRIPLE KILL THIS WEEK. 2 presentations and a quiz ! DAMMMNNITTT WHY I GOT SORE THROAT NOW. HOW AM I GOING TO TALKKK??

I have a low smilling point.

2010-07-13T01:41:00.001-07:00

TODAY I HAD a low smiling point = 笑点 ! LOL Sorry for direct translating it. HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHA ( gosh, Im laughing again )

Thanks to kit. I laughed for half an hour in the computer lab because of the PHOTO. OMG so embarrassing LOL KIT U SHOULD KNOW WHAT I MEANT HERE ( LAUGH MADLY) YOU THIS HOPELESS GIRL! I really had difficulty in breathing and stomach + face exercising because of that.

And Ms S showed us a video about the stages of death. You guys should take a look because IT'S VERY FUNNY.

I love today! Imagine, 4 weeks later I will have my sem break on my birthday! OMG WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA. Then I will look back how I survive from this superb hectic semester. And next sem, I will have only 4 subjects :)) SOO SOO MUCH RELAX THAN NOW.

OKAY. Time to pack for the camp on coming friday ! IM GOING TO GOPENG PEEPS. Dont miss me :)

P/s: Finally I own my own laptop! HEHEHEHEHEHEHEH FINALLY.

爛透了。

2010-07-10T05:00:00.000-07:00

我算是一個很好的朋友嗎？
我總是一開始對別人很熱情，過後就慢慢很懶得開口説話。結果，就演變成無言的對望。話不投機？還是。。

算了，我不知如何說起。下次再寫。

Had another leg-breaking day . LONG SIGGHH!

FML agaiin.

2010-07-01T20:41:00.000-07:00

Wow. Yesterday my mum nearly had an heart attack during my 3rd time driving. Yeah let me tell the story. The distance between my car's left mirror and the side lorry's right mirror is 1cm LMAO. Luckily the lorry is higher than my car, if not I think my car will lost its side mirror. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Lab computers are SUCKS! Let me tell you, the fact is out of 200 computers, I think only HALF OF THEM ARE WORKING! So, I need a netbook :( MUMMMMMMMMMMM *pleading look* :P * As I said before, you could create as many reasons as you can if you really want something* Duh. But my bro gave me the doubt face. WHAT, YOU THINK NOWADAYS COLLEGE STUDENTS ARE VERY FREE IZIT. Foundation students like us even learn to do our research paper okay. ~~Im trying very hard not to think about I still have 1000 words to go for my research and another psychology research paper that due on next 2 weeks~~ *sad case*

Btw, Im so freaking happy because Im one of the 9 students who passed in psychology paper in my class and got pretty high marks for it. And and and my econ lecturer praised me as I scored well in her econ paper :))))))) OMFG. what an unexpected result. YEAH ADD MORE OIL IN FINAL :DD

I hope all the assignments immediately could be done on 1 second LOL!

P/s: national library become so canggih al-rea-dy. HAHAHAHAA

FAILURE.

2010-06-25T18:45:00.000-07:00

LAUGH OUT LOUD

look at these puff. I MADE MYSELF OKAY. And the shape looks like ... something-you-know-what-you-do-in-toilet. HAHA. But it tastes quite nice, but a little bit milky. I still have a very LONG WAYYYYYYYYYYYY to go in cream-puff making ! :)))

Old photos of 2005 till 2008. But 2010???

2010-06-23T20:46:00.000-07:00

When we're at genting

When we played together

Outing?

When they're at my house? XP

Wah my old long hair photo?

( sorry this photo is not related to the topic, but I was too shocked when I saw this LOL )

When we puri kura together

And we gather every year when whui chi back to KL

Outing after exam?

Ah I miss you guys =/ And I found out that we have no group photos in 2010. How sad :'(

Hey you guys can upload some old photos too :DD

2010-06-19T18:00:00.000-07:00

Let go of difficulties from your past. You are the one who can create the life you desire.

P/s : Yesterday I dreamed about I only got half marks for my econ ! OMG. Is it a warning to me not to blog so much during exam? :O

WATCH OUT, I GOT DA P :@

2010-06-17T22:29:00.000-07:00

Im here to announce that I PASSED the driving test and the license P is on progressing ! HEHEHEHEHEHEHEEHEHHEEHHEEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEEHEHE

Whoa. I nearly cant pass the bukit, it really freaked me out when the car still dont want to go down from the hill. Stupid clutch! And I think I saw joann's fren, Carol when driving test. Ann, your fren very pretty ! :D

And presentations are over. I think the next round of presentations will start on next month. YAY! And mandy said our group got the highest mark for econ presentation :DDD Hell yeah, I know my graph contributes some marks for it LOOOOLLL.

AH. ADV ENG tomorrow :( Summary + Cloze passage + 2 comprehensions + essay + editing = 2hours ONLY! WHOA normally I would spend 1 hour in doing summary and another 1 hour for essay.

Psychology on Monday. Critical thinking skills on tue and econ on fri. DUHHHH 2 days interval for economics. Case studies, definitions, MCQ, true and false, short answers,short essays...............=_=

I would like to upload some photos here but the pc doesnt want to recognize my phone cable, thus sorry don't blame it on me for no photos in my blog recently :D HAHAHAHAH

OKAY. MY CRAPPING IS DONE. TIME TO STUDY. HWAAAAAAAAAAITING :D

TOY STORY 3 AND ECLIPSE. STOP ME!

2010-06-12T20:27:00.001-07:00

HEY GINGIG GGIGIGNGINGIGIGGGYGYGGINGIGY lol

My driving test is on this thurs and my mid-sem examinations begin on this sat. HOLLY. I really really afraid of the test eh ~~3 point turn~~ LMAO My econ teacher screamed at me ( actually she ''HAR!!!!!" loudly) in front of the class just because I failed the easiest part -,- And I think the whole econ class students knew that I failed and need to retake my driving test because she discussed this issue openly with other students. HOLLY, SO EMBARRASSING WEYH. I was like, " Please stop this topic please stop this topic please stop this topic IMMEDIATELY."

PRAY HARDDDDDDDD * remember dont press too much accelerator and OVER-HIGH after bukit and parking -,- *

I already planned my mid-sem study schedule :D NYEHEHEHEHEEH But not sure whether will it works or not as I used to study last minute before exam XD You know, weeks before exam usually SO FREAKING BUSY on assignments and presentations. I still have a pending assignment that due on this Friday and our group havent start doing anything yet -,- YEAH ! My friends told me that recently I have a very stressed-up face. What? How a stressed-up face looks like actually?>> {=___=} laugh out loud!

YEA THIS IS BECAUSE EXAM IS COMING!

Recently I addicted to SAILORMOON. LMAO LAUGH OUT LOUD! My mum was like '' DUH" and my bro was like " YER " HAHAHAHAHAHA. But honestly, how many of us remember the storyline when we were kiddos? We can barely remember how the sailormoon transforms and attacks ( the most interesting part as she normally will take more than a minute to transform haahhahaa ) but NOT the whole story. So I just found out that sailormoon is a moon princess and she has a future daughter called CHIBI-MOON when I googled about it just now XD

NICE KAN? LMAO Okay next week i will introduce another anime :D
I had a weird dream again. WHY YOU ? =X

2010-06-04T18:42:00.000-07:00

Friday.

First time went to midvalley alone by taking shuttle bus at bangsar after CTS presentation. Honestly, I still felt nervous to talk infront of the class although I had several presentations last sem. XP Oh and whui chi also. I mean she took KTM alone went straight up to midvalley.

A LUCKY GIRL WHO JUST FINISHED HER EXAM AND IS GOING BACK TO SABAH SOON for her holiday :S while I just started my 2nd hectic semester for 6 weeks? Im nearly flooded by assignmentssssssssss. *hellppppppp*

Okay back to yesterday. We had a hearty lunch at POPEYE. LMAO as I never watch the cartoon POPEYE the sailorman before, I pronounced it as PO-PE-YE. Exactly how we pronounce PA-PA-YA. I wonder what have I done when my childhood == . I cant recall anything except barney, the purple dinosaur LOL fine cut off the embarrassing part *blushh*. Since kit mentioned that Carl JR is better than Mc D, then I will say that POPEYE tastes ~~better~~ GREATER than KFC, I love the mashed potatoes and scones ! Awwwwwwww. *thumbs up*

We walked around in JJ. JJ in midvalley okay. LOL And the girls shopped like crazy and tried up every nice clothes but ended up with buying NOTHING. XP I love the baggggggggggggg but I hesitated for a few minutes * half an hour in fact * as it costs rm 59.90. *sighhh*

Walk walk walk and see see see XPPP We rested at a cinnamon bread shop. cinnamon bread can be so tasty for the first time!

A reckless girl who wrongly added creamer into lemon tea. LOL btw it tasted nothing differences lah !

YUM YUM.

ARE YOU HUNGRY NOW? XP

A step could make the difference!

2010-06-03T01:25:00.000-07:00

~~I failed my driving test~~ So embarrassing to say that but this is the fact.

I failed in the most unexpected part, 3 point turn ! Just one last step then I can finish the whole test ! ARGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I thought I will fail in naik bukit that part, but surprisingly it didn't. The things went very well until I wanted to reverse during 3 point turn. DAMN IT. The JPJ blew the whistle and shouted fiercely," Free gear, pull hand break, turun ! " O.O LMAO so amusing XP

When walking back, I forced myself to smile in front of my new friends,but I was so down and disappointed at myself. JUST ONE WRONG MOVE! *crrryyyyy*

And the van broke down on the middle of road and we walked back to lrt station by ourselves.

Today, was very terrible.

I hate you. You cursed me that I CANT PASS IT ! So, are you happy now?

:(((

2010-05-28T02:22:00.000-07:00

"ALL OF YOU MUST WEAR FORMAL TOMORROW."

DAMN. We told the teacher earlier that we lacked of time of time for ALL presentations. But she was so stubborn and refused to hear our advice. Well, as we said, some people left out for presentation yesterday and I was ONE OF THEM. -,- Memorize the stupid speech and wore formal for nothing are my main points. GRRRRRR.

Argh, lets talk about my driving. Im sure that you all wanna hear how's it right? HAHAAHAH

I drove to Sg buloh. Okay fine, with my instructor. 2 hours journey ( plus returning ) was quite painful for me as my hands were so damn tiring. ( And I wanted to sleep too ! OMG so dangerous LOL )

At first, I did quite okay in every part of test *HEH* except for one thing. Driving straight. DUHHH. Just now only realized that I cant drive straight ! When I turned to parking, my car was moving straightly...then..SENGET ! The problem is I DONT KNOW my car is senget-ing. *laugh out loud* Until the instructor told me, " YOUR CAR SENGET AGAIN !" I am in very very unfavorable situation especially for parking and 3 points turn sections.

Another problem occurred. Maybe I was too exhausted as I turned my steering quite a number of times, I just barely passed the yellow time at bukit. Out of 10 times, only a few times can successfully passed it. *crrryyyyy* I should not afraid of overpass the yellow line! Some clutches of cars are too low , or too high. If you don't press accelerator while letting go the clutch, your car surely MATI.

Tooooooooo many possibilities that we can't predict, PRAY HARD for my test D:

I'm damn worried about my test on nest week. Should I have a few more driving classes? But I don't think it could make any difference and in fact, I dont have any extra time for it.

You know what, I think it's just a psychological problem. COURAGE ! Pass the yellow line and show a monkey face to the JPJ! I dont wanna retake the test again.

~~Im dead im dead im dead.~~ I must think very very positive about it.
~~But many people failed !~~ In other words most people passed also right? :DDD

Face it. If you can't hide it

2010-05-20T03:10:00.000-07:00

My electives =/

Sometimes I prefer my phone camera because I can take picture anytime, anywhere. Unlike my handsome camera, I always worry about his safety and so on when bringing him outta house.

Things to be done by next week :
1. English assessment ( needle exchange program or curfew for teenagers??? LMAO what the hell are they?? )
2. Critical thinking skill presentation ( time traveler. Still in progresssss ! I think )
3. Econ quizz. ( whattt ? When I still trying to figure out completely what's going on then you told me that we have QUIZZZZ?! -,- )
4. Mini rush rush rush !
5. Practice parking and 3 point turn !!!!!! As we dont own any manual cars, so I have to practice them during my dream D:

No wonder people said 2nd semester is DAMN FREAKING HECTIC !

And I left my notebook on my instructor's car !!!!!!! My bao beiiii notie bookie !
I felt like some part of my soul is missing you know :( As I used to jot down my daily stuff inside :((((

Sorry. This post is totally pointless to you. But it's one of my way to release STRESS. Just close it if you dont like it. Come and visit my blog next time then :)

Starbucks. Broken Wallet.

2010-05-17T04:11:00.000-07:00

HEY . Today. 15 May 2010.

I had my first starbucks drink in my entire 17 years life.
LOL ! I feel like damn out weyh ! Jieying and I went to upstairs and bought 2 drinks.
We're really like those newly come from kampung HAHA.
And we found out that we need to cucuk the bill to take our drinks. HAHAHAHA cucuk or not ? LOL

She wanna show off with her 2 drinks ( one of them is mineeee !!! )

She said I look like auntie here -,-
Smash you LMAO.

Well, it's just normal coffee drink. My Rm 13.50 T T....................

And I lost my wallet last week. DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I have 2 assignments that due on next week. DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUHHH

I really hate 2nd semester !

Hello Baby ! xoxo

2010-05-13T03:37:00.000-07:00

Yeah if you asked me, '' HOWS COLLEGE?"
And I would answer , '' YEAH ITS HOLLY FINE."

DING DING.

I have a lot to blog today. HEY !

Timetable had changed again after they closed my economic class. ~~GOD DAMN IT~~ Okay fine now AT LEAST it's better than the previous timetable :) Finally oh finally my timetable REALLY REALLY is fixed now =/ ( after 2 weeks -,- )

AND Im addicted to K-pop.GOSH thanks to pika-tssskkkkk-kit, jiang kai, wai luen and chee leong? I watch korean music video everyday on youtube ( k-pop chart on astro LOL ) and search information about SNSD, SJ , BIG BANG and all-you-can-name-them (especially SNSD ADUUUIII )

We already have told by lecturers about the due date of our assignments. END OF THE MONTH -,- 5 weird topics + 3 powerpoint slides for each titles + 3 reasons for each title = 5 topics + 15 slides +15 reasons. On that day lecturer will pick one of them and presentation will be held on the spot. Hello, this is just the 2nd week only. We haven't fully well prepared mentally and physically :P I feel so stressssss :S

Oh about my CTS lecturer from India. She's kinda funny sometimes, really. She can spend half an hour JUST on ONE powerpoint slide. Most of the time she could link to many unrelated-to-topic cases from her previous studies -,- and of course half of the class is TRYING so hard to focus on what she said because she speaks damn fast with her indian slang ( this is the killing part )

Oh tomorrow is my lecturer's surprise party and saturday going to MAD 2 MAX ! ( it's dance carnival + competition + workshop ) Load of photos will be uploaded later :)

I think I should cut off the crapping parts -,- those sap sui things. I should focus more on BIG matters on my next post ( POLITICS?! lmao )

Actually I was wondering how to make cards since last week but on yesterday night , some random design layouts appeared in my dream magically. WOW, awesome ! Thanks to my dream, I know how to design it now :D Cooooooooooool right ?

Taaadaaa !

2010-05-07T19:12:00.000-07:00

Okay I think my timetable is fixed now. XPPP ( I think so ? God bless me. Im not satisfied actually and i still wanna change my timetable but no extra places left :C So just accept it since you cant change it ) have class everyday but ooly 1 class on wed and friday ( 1 classs ! WTF ?! )

Hmmm psychology is fun man ! Based on my first class experience. But I heard my friend said that the research paper is the killing part =X And I have 3 research papers on different subjects (duhh ) I bet my 2nd semester will be very hectic and pathetic ='(

Critical thinking skill is quite boring for me as the lecturer keep on shooting ( talking ) with her indian slang and I need some time to interpret what she said. You know we cant do two things at the same time right?! My brain's connection wires burn out sometimes LOL

Talk about advanced Eng, it's kinda cool when some songs playing while we're doing our work. COOL RIGHT? This is the first lecturer I met who will play songs for us ! XP

Learned parking and naik bukit today. OMFG parking is hard man ! Cuz we need to remember the instructions step by step and I have to note it down in my phone xp Forgive me, Im a slow learner. Accelerator, release clutch and release handbrake. I always forgot to release my handbrake when I turun. Again we cant used to do two things at the same time right? ( lame excuse -,- ) Oh god , please pass my driving test okay? Probably i will be having my test on June :D (Wait, checking calendar) NEXT MONTH? =OOOO

P/s Textbooks are damn expensive. -,- Searching 2nd hand book seller like mad in the college. WHYYYYY EVERYONE HAS SOLD OUT THEIR BOOKS WHEN I ASKED?!

P/ s I really do a lot of crapping nowadays. LOL! awwww c'mon! Woman usually do the talking part right? This is the force of nature =X

Rush rush rush !

Fake it if you cant make it?

2010-05-02T23:00:00.001-07:00

The title above is the motto of my classmate. We're like LMAO. Fake it if you can't make it? Self comfort type.

2 hours more. ( Duhh ) How sucky is it. ~~I have 3 hours break everyday ( i think i have mentioned for 5000 times here ) and I will blabbling here from today~~ NO MORE 3 hours break ! Its sort of weird when you're blogging in public and feel like everybody are staring at what you type actually. LOL Try this next time friends !

I wanna a laptop so badly.
Reason 1: I dont need to go computer lab to on my facebook or bloggging.
Reason 2: I can listen to music anytime , anywhere ! when Im having long break like this.
Reason 3: it's very cold in computer lab -,-'' Im frozen !
Reason 4: I dont need listen to anyone's singing or screaming or shouting.

You know what, lot of people sing in the lab and scream and shout and etc especially they're playing CS.

Reason 5: I need one ( Is that a really strong reason? )

( Surprisingly you could create as many reasons as you like if you want something :D )

I rearranged my timetable AGAIN. Okay I think this is better as I dont have any gaps between classes :) Btw I gotta study on friday also. *sigh sigh* Nothing is perfect in our life right?

I still remembered during the end of last semester, my college mates were trying hard to teach me how to act and walk like a girly sweetie girl. LAUGH OUT LOUD and I can't stop laughing that time. They even demonstrated how I used to walk infront of me ! Well, I think my walking style is very special but they don't think so ( duhhhh )

However, where's my beauty consultant??
( laugh my butt off. Ya need to glue back my butt now. HAHAHAHA )

I dont really like to drive. I heard a lot of newbie like to drive ( according to my bro) and he bet I will addicted to driving after this. Duh. Normally what my bro expected wont be turn out exactly what he thinks actually. HAHAHA LOSER !

English essay Question : Describe significant event that has special meaning for you.

I wrote about the crazy instructor.
Special meaning : I wont tutored by a sicko anymore. More psychologists and psychiatrists are needed in order to overcome this problem :)

A journey called life.

2010-05-02T06:12:00.000-07:00

When I saw this.
I felt like , "Whoa..so cute !"
Mum was holding dad,dad holding daughter,daughter holding son.
I really like this photo.
Do you feel the same way also?

P/s I changed blogskin again LMAO

Say it im weird.

2010-04-29T18:58:00.000-07:00

Grandma called. One funny thing about her is she like to chat. Maybe people at her age love to find someone to talk about her daily life, just not to feel so lonely at home. Okay back to topic. She called and my mum was not around. She started to bla about everything (DUH) and I dont know how to answer except "hmm,yeah,HA HA (fake laughter).." LMAO.

Okay done with my timetable. Legal studies is not available for this sem ARGH. So how? Boh bian. I have to choose business principles. CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT? Im taking business. I still remember that I told myself won't ever take business or mathematics-related subjects. But what about now?!

I chose my own timetable and don't match with my friend as well. Lone ranger again (duh and sigh) I hate new environment.

I found out that I cant construct sentence well. You know, those single words just pop up and wander in my mind -,- I think I need to read more LMAO.

Again, I have no class on Friday ! Wooohoo.

Oh my, next driving lesson on next Friday. I need to take out my guts (laugh out loud)

Stress out the whole semester :S Damn nervous weyhhh! :(

Things need to do
1. Work hard study smart. ~~HD HD HD~~ Okay I dont aim for HIGH DISTINCTION. Distinction is also fine for me :)
2.Be independent. You're not a little girl anymore.
3.Remember to eat on time. Dont torture your stomach eventhough you're flooded by assignments!
4.Read more to brush up my english ! ( eh NO TWILIGHT SERIES okay.)
5.Be friendly and talkactive ( gimme some time LOL )

Driving phobia.

2010-04-28T07:47:00.000-07:00

Today I had my first driving lesson and it's TERRIBLE !

At first I got into the car and he asked me to drive on highway. TO SELAYANG! I was like, ''WHAT ? I DONT KNOW ANYTHING !" Okay he's controlling the steering and I just had to step on the gas? LOL I forgot what's it called lol. He asked me to speed then I stepped harder of course. I looked at the meter after that, HOLY GOD. It's between 100kmh and 110kmh man ! First time lesson ! Is he mad??? He must be insane. Then I let go awhile and he said, why slow down, DRIVE FASTER ! If you drive faster, it shows how good your driving skill is. LMAO what kind of theory is thisss? Okay this is the first lesson, just obey him. He kept saying the same thing to me : To be a good learner, you must obedient "teng wa, you yat ding yiu teng wa ah" . EWWWWWW Hows disgusting he is.

Second, he taught me how to change clutch after steering. So damn fast. Actually I was quite confused that time but he asked me to drive on high way again. This time he wont guide me and let me control myself. In the end, my car mati api many times on the middle of road. He seems like much impatient than me and kept grumbling why I forgot how to do this and that with his extraneous annoying voice. He made me felt more nervous. WHAT THE HELL. I just practiced a few times only then what do you expect me HUH. SUPER GENIUS LEARNER? After scolding, he told me that his voice will be A BIT louder than usual sometimes. HELLO, not A BIT ! IS A LOT! He really startled me when I was concentrating on driving sometimes.

He said," Dont need to scare me, I wont beat or eat people."
" YOU CANNOT beat me during driving lesson," I answered.
"Why not, give me your hand. HA HA HA" With his disgusting laughter.
HELLO DO YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY? I WAS DRIVING THAT TIME and dont find anything funny about it.

He asked," can I scold you in hakka?" =,= I was boiling that time.
YOUR JOB IS TO GUIDE STUDENT , NOT HOW TO DISTRACT STUDENT OKAY UNCLEE! Dont talk to me when Im driving next time! It's totally annoying. FUCK!

What to you expect me during first lesson ? F1 car racer?? If Im that smart,DO I STILL NEED YOU , IDIOT ! YOU SHOULD HIDE YOUR FACE UNDER TOILET BOWL. I REPEAT , UNDER TOILET BOWL ! Means the toilet bowl is on top of your head and you have to carry the toilet bowl ! I felt like I pay money for scolding.

What a day. So fucking terrible. I should bang his car kao kao since I WON'T EVER ATTEND HIS LESSON AGAIN! Change this horrible instructor. I have my consumer's right !

He asked me this most disgusting question at the end of lesson,

" Wan go yumcha? " SOT AH YOU ! KI SIAL APEK ! I wanna scold him the word D already. I really mean it.

2010-04-27T03:09:00.000-07:00

ooops. forgot to upload this. this is also one of my favourite pitcha!

Yiya Yiya * I found out that I like to make sound effect when I blog??*
Tomorrow will be my first driving class.GOSH, Im going to drive ! *tears* Finally grew up LOL
But I really have a bad feeling about this since I always used to be very careless and not a quick learner :(

Im kinda nervous about my result.
I think I ruined the essay part for intermediate english.
I think I ruined the short answer section for computing principles.
I think I ruined EVERYTHING ! How can I face my parents if I fail any of the subjects?
Would I let you down ?

Ahhh , my mum asked me to learn how to cook from her AGAIN.

Sparkling Korea !

2010-04-26T23:08:00.000-07:00

IDK why I looked extremely long here, I mean my body. =X

LOVE THIS. small size maple leaves?

Love this . Kinda like sunflower?

~~rape~~ rape seed flower field.

SAKURA !

invisible pipe LOL. actually its a hidden glass pipe.

lunch at everland? But the rice was finger-licking good !

kimchi pancake. kimchi kimchi kimchi EVERYDAY!

Self-made cheese. HEY it can be eaten okay.

zha jiang mian !

self-made kimchi. it's donated to orphanage :D

taste like cinnamon bread,I think LOL
I hate cinnamon

Mini ice cream <3 style="text-align: center;">

It's a poser -,-''

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY

Cheeese ! :DD
At first she doesnt want to hiu me much. But when the time I took out my camera and said cheese, she just HEEEE naturally. So cute right? Yellow shirt guy is her dad =X

Photos did the talking. LOL Im kinda lazy to post my trip actually.
We had taken over 500 photos and it's beyond our estimation LOL
Btw korean girls are soo skinnnnnyyyyy ! Look at their legs ! Spring onion !
SO DAMN JEALOUS WEYH.
And they loved kimchi so much. You know, kimchi is good for digestion :P

This time I only had 2 packets. So proud of myself *smile*
Anybody knows how to cure air-sickness?
I really mean it. *sighhh*
My dad always says that it's just a psychological problem :( but I just cant overcome it.

Bye Sem 1 :)

2010-04-14T18:24:00.000-07:00

I like this .

~~Told myself to update. Dont be lazy. Jot down every moment you dont wanna miss it !~~

My first semester in Foundation in Arts ended yesterday *c'mon, a big big clap for me weyh!*
( Imma NOT learning drawing okay! Stop asking me that question.)
Its kinda cool to have friends like them. So sampat, OMG.
I still remember Jaya scolded( jokingly) Ms Yu SUI POH. LMAO. Laughing my head off!
And lotsa lotsa fun memories.

I stayed at home and watched 5 episodes of drama after exam. Laugh out Loud.
Thats why I think myself quite 'zai' sometimes.
People should have fun after exam but I prefer staying at home ( rolling on bed X)
Im a good girl *in this moment*

Btw, I will flying to Korea at this SAT night :D bye peeps! Anyone want ginseng? Ya you can get it. The tree roots outside my house ;p

P/S : People. Stop bugging me anymore =D You can just click on ->

Second star : CHATBOX.
Third star : LINKS.
Last star : MUSIC :F

After a wira passed a road hump...

2010-04-10T06:06:00.000-07:00

11 years old wira car.
The dashboard behind fall off ! LMA0
Nice one, I can straight away take things from behind

Hello baby.

2010-03-29T02:20:00.000-07:00

Just to make my life more busy, I msg-ed jie ying to let me join in Mini Rush committee board *hand itchy* since she asked me to do so before but I rejected her that time XD

But then I found that if I dont have any activities to join, my first year in college will be pretty boring. ( this is called body itchy lah) But can I be excused from car wash ? ='( *innocent face* hahahah

Wake up -> Study -> Lunch->Study-> waiting to go home *laugh out loud*

Another busy week. Too many things have to settled by this week. Staring on the Microsoft excel 2003 and I had no idea how to use it. ( As I used to learn 2007 version at college what ) hahahaha just gimme some time :)

Argh I need to allocate some free time to revise for final. ON NEXXXTTTT SAAATTTTTT !!!!!!!

Had lot of fattening food recently. GOSH does calories calculator exists in this worldddd?If yes, I desperately need one ='(

Everything will be okay in the end.
If it's not okay, it's not the end.

P/s Miss Jang Jeuk Suk ngehehehehehe*blush*

FCUK off S.O.B

2010-03-26T04:43:00.000-07:00

Xinyi waved at me yesterday but I couldnt recognize her.
Berry said Hi today but I couldnt recognize her , AGAIN !
Gosh , whats wrong with my eyes ? Something wrong with my concentration.

I begin in love with my college life, of course with my fun friends ! But I lost interest in joining or planning events at college. Just feel very lazy doing so =(

Oh and ya. I found out the reason why I get so annoyed and had a big reaction towards his childish prank. Normally I could able to control my mood well but NOT THIS TIME * Im not that petty okay? * I really lost my control and wanna kick his asss off. Everything has its cause and effect. HIS CHILDISH, IGNORANT attitude and the way he talks really irritated us since we met. And I've been tolerating him for a long time until that day. YOU THOUGHT YOUR ACTION WAS FUNNY? CUTE ? You dont know how to differentiate using your brain ? I REALLY WANNA SLICES HIM OFF in the public you know? But girls will never win in a real fight. So unfair is it. I should step on his legs hardly. Argggghhhhhh. Come and read my blog coward, find out how irritating you are! What, If you're afraid that I will hit back , JUST GET LOST AND DONT EVER LET ME HEAR YOUR VOICE OR SEE YOUR FACE AT CORRIDOR. You really is a legend. Because you have become the first friend I detest in a short period.

After this i dont really wanna talk with him to avoid unnecessary arguments * or even turn into fight*

NEXT !

The Lightning boy I created during theory class LAUGH OUT LOUD. I was too bored and just simply drew something. Boredom = inspiration ? :D

And Imma back with black spec ~~nerdy~~
Will be pretty busy for next and next following weeks. Sigh. Oral and computing presentation, quizzzzzz and final exams !

Dont miss me peeps :p

Who you think you are? Just fuck off .

2010-03-25T03:56:00.000-07:00

HA ! I need to control my emotion better :) I dont wanna harm my cells kays.

Car wash for charity !

2010-03-19T02:18:00.001-07:00

First we must get pails !Next camwhore ! xp
p/s Im so happy that I looked extremely pale in this picture MUAHAHAHA.
Then get the car lists ! Adelene and I had washed 5 cars !
Big claps for ourselves. *appplaaauseee*

How can I remove this irritating finger? lol
HAHAHAHAAHA HI shadow !
EWWWWWH.
***********************************************************************
In the class.
Its extremely boring class and Mr chen tend to talk at ~~himself~~ white board.

Thus we did a prank on her. The first move
And the consequence ! XD

Amazing day for us. Work for charity =)
But I will never wash cars again.
HAHAHAAHAHAHAA GOTCHA.

So not fun !

2010-03-13T18:32:00.001-08:00

I will be watching at you .

Again I missed all the fun yesterday night !

I just dont know why I always miss it . whether at college or school. LOL
I told my friends that the fun always 'avoid' me. HAHAHA =X
Something abnormal.
Yi ting insisted me that the gathering will off without me , or anyone of us.
So no choice, plus assignments are awaiting for me, crying for help
I had to go home and A GOOD NIGHT SLEEP AHH thanks yerng ! xp
Her dad is so kind but kinda stubborn according to yerng.
Oh that's really long story.

Hey off to ts ! again . zzzzz what to do ? cant wait to see sze kei's rihanna hairstyle *evil smile*

Will be back ! maybe 6 hours later ?

Bizzare. OMG

2010-03-13T01:00:00.000-08:00

Honestly I had never read about the story of Alice in the Wonderlan
d before. But just roughly read about the synopsis on newspaper before watching the movie XP

The Red Queen. A powerful and strong woman but longs for love from inner heart. I think because of everyone laughed at her big head thus her personality had changed to violent and rude. If she doesnt have a big head, will the ending still be the same ?

In the end Pretty White Queen earned back her crown. But how about the Red Queen? Her so called lover, the Black Knight was trying to stab her ! What a pity woman.

Another judge- the- book- by- cover typical story? What if White Queen has a big head ? And Red Queen has a beautiful face instead ?

Environment factor has a great influence or impact on self personality?

I really dont know what happened to me because recently I had many weird vivid dreams. DUH. Last time was Ha lin ? Now is series killer ! WTF ROFL LMAO. 7 parts of his body from 7 boxes will combine together whenever he wants to commit a crime. And the mystery boy ! GOSH something wrong with my brain .

Choy, Can you hear me ? ;)

2010-03-08T22:57:00.000-08:00

1) Describe yourself in fifty words or more.
2) Describe your family in fifty words or more.
3) Describe one or more personal childhood experiences in Malaysia that you feel is unique to this country.
4) Describe one or more personal experiences in Malaysia that you feel is unique to this country’s multicultural society.
5) Describe one or more personal experiences in Malaysia that you feel is unique to this country’s multiracial society.
6) Describe one or more personal experiences in Malaysia that you feel is unique to this country’s multireligious society.
7) Describe your favourite uniquely Malaysian food(s).
8) Describe your favourite uniquely Malaysian pastime(s).
9) Describe briefly your understanding of how Malaysia was formed.
10) Describe one or more serious social problems in Malaysia that you feel strongly about.
11) If you could change one thing about Malaysia, what would you change?
12) Give Malaysia an overall rating from one to ten. Describe why you gave it this rating.
13) Do you have plans to move to another country? If so, why? If not, why not?
14) Do you love Malaysia? If yes, why? If no, why?

Please be prepared to answer these questions.

LOL choy? can I answer here? HELLO I wanna complain here that there're so many questions we have to answer as a respondent XP

I think I could write out an essay based on these questions ROFL.

Okay 2 months.

I've been studying in this college for 2 months already. WOW from the first day I stepped in alone. Indeed, it's a great change. My mom said that Im a weirdo. Laugh out loud. Im getting familiar with my college and friends. *sampat as usual* And could finally remembered all their names and faces ;)

I have to admit that the english lecturers here are 100 times better than our school's one.At least I have learned something new from my HAWT CUTE SEXY voice lecturer.

Yesterday I taught them ( friends from other states) how to take lrt and bus to puduraya and other destinations.*proud* And they said, '' HOLLY, KL transport system is so damn complicated and confusing.''

Okay final exam on next month WTF im a piece of dead meat. Got back my midterm result and surprisingly I passed all the subjects ;D And the subject I thought that I would flunk it GOT HIGH MARKS.

( GEE Im not showing off kay, Just wanna let you guys know HOW SURPRISE I am )
Wow, I wonder how's their marking scheme actually works.

Friday is coming.

Hold on, I haven't ready yet =/

You're killing me with your irresistable smile ;D

2010-03-06T02:29:00.000-08:00

Stalker ! ;p

it's the time to trim my hair -,- LOL

Before the lecturer came in xp.

Do you notice that I was munching in almost all of these photos ?
Because they just like to take photos when I was eating !
It's almost 3pm and I didnt have my lunch yet since 11am =/

I will be taking my result on friday. YER !
I must be keep worrying the whole Thursday. wtf =< FINAL EXAMS ON NEXT MONTH !
Crap, so I've to start study right now

Im going to talk about HOW TO TIE A KNOT during my oral presentation ;)
( Thought of HOW TO TIE A TIE before but Im lazy to memorize all the steps lol )
It sounded silly but I really going to work on it .
It's easy to demonstrate something you really familiar at.
Am I right ? LOL

I had a very weird dream on yesterday night ( or the day before)
I felt absolutely safe when standing beside a stranger.
A TALL GUY - I can only reached his shoulder lol.

And I was so desperate wanna see his face .
But when he turned around ...
DUH, HA LIN ! YEAH the taiwan celebrity. XDXD so funny.
I was keep laughing when I woke up from my dream ROFL.
I don't watch his show AT ALL and not interested in his any news.
But how come he would popped up in my dream HAHAAHA
Dreams are usually weird ;)

Im gonna give all my secrets away.

2010-02-24T23:57:00.000-08:00

Still remember the community service society I mentioned before ?
Yeah there's a training camp will be held on next month and 100 bucks for camp fee.

I don't feel like going already actually.I wanna quit.

It's not about money problem.

I have to attend meetings more and more frequently. Sometimes I have to back to college when the day I've no class at all. So troublesome =/

A downside for studying at Damansara. Unlike my friends who stayin at hostel , they can back to college anytime they want ! *jealous*

what to do ? I have to cut off some activities in college ='(

Yeahhhh A bird freed from cage. HAHA
but the exam questions so damn hard =/

PEEPING ;D

Oh boy,you're HOT !

2010-02-20T00:27:00.000-08:00

HE'S TRULY AWESOME !

He's cute. Furthermore, he's a scholarship holder too . OMFG how perfect is he
but he's not mine =/

XPPPPP Okay enough for crapping. It's been a long time I didnt renew my blog layout.
But I'm soo laaaazzzzyyyy to insert all the bloglinks HTML AGAIN . -,-

Looking back on my previous SPM TIMETABLE . oh man SPM already ended 2 months ago. The struggling moments . wow . Btw I admit I dont really do well in the exam ='(

This 2 months past soo slow like a crawling turtle.
I will have finished my midterm by next week and dont have to stay at home everyday after finish my class yaaahoooo ;D

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHA .
forgive me for being insane zzz
I feel like wanna eat seaweed now. ANYONE HAS SEAWEED HERE ? yumyum

Seee I wanna save money from now on to buy a Canon PnS G9!

2010-02-15T20:24:00.000-08:00

HEY HEY went to Dataran Merdeka to shoot some photos. YA LAH for malaysian studies assignments.
But with my sibeh char camera really cant shoot the photo clearly.
YA the sunlight too bright.
In contrast when my group mate took out her Canon PnS G9, we're like
'wow,okay let her takes the photos since she has better compact camera than ours.'

Back to the topic. My random shoots.

Outside the mosque. VERY HOT LAH.

I admit that my fingers ruined the picture lol

Amanda,holding her G9 lol .
she speaks BRITISH SLANG.
*she answered me 'yar' instead of 'yes'*

Wigo and Adelene.
My another group mate, Kaiser was busy searching his LEATHER camera case
His shoes were stolen after came out from mosque. pity -,-

footprints in the pool ?

it didn't kibar at all .

Save money !

You're beautiful and CNY !

2010-02-11T03:49:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a terrible day.
I rushed my assignments till midnight *6 hours non stop !* holly
Finally we managed to present it during the class
* I totally forgot what I planned to say when stand infront of class *
Aiyah , duh duh duh !
No last minute work next time. I swear !

Supposed to be going for movie after that
But I miss my astro XD
Wow it's like ' FINALLY WE HAVE AN ASTRO NOW !' after waiting for several years.
And feel damn nice watching programs on the sofa and eating cookies at the same time
well, I know its damn unhealthy but WHO CARES ? CNY LAHH !
Duh one thing I dont really like about CNY is
THERE'RE SO MANY PEOPLE COMING TO MY HOUSE!

I wanna dig a hole to hide myself *zzzz*

JANG GEUN SUK ! ;) I love his disgusted look LOL

p/s : and I forgot how to sing cochrane scout lmao.

I HATE FEBRUARY . I ri-li ri-li hate feblaary.

2010-02-02T00:49:00.000-08:00

Actually hor. A few minutes ago I told myself , " FINISH YOUR ASSIGNMENTS ! ''
But I really dont know why I came here to blog right now -,- *sweats*

Yesterday went to 下乡团 GM .
Well I know it sounds so weird and funny hahaha.
But its quite a meaningful activity to me.
In these 6 months we have to plan educational activities include talks, games and etc for the coming trip to chinese new village.
In that few days we will be trying to change their perspective on their children's education
To let them know more about the future of their own kids.
Their kids dont have to stay in the village FOREVER
If the young generation equipped themselve with enough knowledge
IF THEY CAN PERSIST ON STUDIES
We'll have host parents and siblings. stay at their house for several days.
* makan sana tidur sana dan berak sana *

The most special about this activity is we can only join it once in our life time.

education team ! *yay im inside* XD

P/S : BIG SPIDER !

Guys . remind me to update the trip on last sunday next time ! ;)

Velvia

2010-01-31T07:15:00.000-08:00

YEAH!

Sorry. Due to personal reason ( haven't finish assignments yet ;0 )
blog will be updated soon okay ?

Buuuullllo SHEET.

2010-01-31T01:54:00.000-08:00

3 Assignments
QUIZZZES
on next week. DAMN I have to dig a grave for myself

This week I have to arrange my time properly
so that I could complete all the tasks on time !

Today was a very very tiring day.
Walked from Dataran Merdeka till Masjid Negara
( okay we cheated . We took taxi for 3 minutes )
Can you imaggineee how far is it ?!
I think just we 4 people walked along the street only -,-
My friend lost his camera leather case and shoes ( at masjid negara LOL )
Approximately his 600 bucks had gone in a day. Pity him
Luckily we managed to snap some photos for our group work and find our way back home
okay. I mean THEM.
I still lost on the half way and went to the wrong lrt station. as usual huh?

GOING TO PHOTOGRAPHER INTERVIEW ON TUE .
wish me luck =)

Parlez vous francais ?

2010-01-24T03:24:00.000-08:00

Wigo,Juandy,Alex,Yvette,Kerly,Ade and Samantha.

Adelene but I prefer to cal her anlene ;)

3 asssignments !
*more than 10% for final exam marks*
Malaysian studies, IT ,and study skills.
Now I have to surf web everyday to search some information and edit them
Because plagiarism is strictly disallowed or else you will get a beautiful egg for your assignment.
So have to make it in your own sentences ( that's my main problem)
What should I do now ?
Any tips about how to change the sentence structures in the easiest and the fastest way?;D

Im having my first computing quiz in the first week on feb *hand shaking*
But
I have a date with kit on Sat
One day trip to dataran merdeka for malaysia studies on Sun.
General meeting on Mon
OH forget to inform you guys.
I have successfully passed my interview for community service society last week !
and Im under education department HE HE HE ;)

HOLLY the weekend is fully occupied by activities
HOW CAN I FIND TIME TO STUDY ?

And I wanna enter editorial board so badly.
Thats my dream since primary but I dont have any extra time during secondary school ;(
Especially the photography section.
But enter 2 clubs at the same time ??
I afraid that I will screw up both activities at the same time too.

Running bugs

2010-01-19T06:07:00.000-08:00

Just a short update to keep myself feel alive and fresh ;)

I'd already thought of what am I going to write for this post yesterday night. YEAHHHH I swear. But I forgot everythings when woke up this morning -,- Blame my 1kb brain storage ;D

Do you notice I'd changed my song in blog currently ? "15" by taylor swift ( as I wish XD ) I want a time machine. Bagiiii saaayayaaa ! Im still thinking wanna post my bloglink to Fei-si-buk or just maintain like now XD

Decided not going to Orientation night. It's all about boring perfomances, boring games and boring people ;D taste sour as I cant eat the grapes now.

BUT ONE THING IM SO DAMN SURE is I'll definitely miss the opportunities to meet other CUTE BOYS laugh my lung out.

And CRYING OUT LOUD .

Misery

2010-01-16T18:56:00.000-08:00

I had a weird dream that night
when earthquake struck Haiti in the morning.
The dream was too vivid. So real.
Everybody was screaming for help and the cars were covered by mud.
The rain poured heavily and we saw nothing infront.
Then I hurriedly went into my bro's room and woke him up from dream
But they're still sleeping unconciously. Laugh out loud.
My parent was holding a car key and said, '' We'll drive out of here.'' -,-''''

Yeah the dream was kind of funny and weird.
But I could feel the fear in my dream.
You wanna escape but nowhere to run.
Your family and friends. Maybe been burried alive somewhere under your foot.

What else you can do about it ?